tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31368944485209092982024-02-19T21:40:28.801+09:00Up-close and Personalpphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.comBlogger372125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-48866181043126723752010-12-30T18:56:00.007+09:002010-12-30T20:28:44.688+09:00The EndAssalamualaikum<br /><br />Time : 2027 KST<br />Location : Backseat of my SE's car<br />Mood : a mixture of many things<br />Listening to : sound of heater<br /><br />The day before the end of 2010. <br /><br />I hereby announce that i won't be blogging anymore. <br />Funny that as i thought about it, turned out Lisi Harrison thinks along the same line as mine. Only that our reasons are different. She thought of stopping because no one seems to read anymore. So she'll continue after all if people tell her that they do read. Mine is quite far from that. <br /><br />I never really know who are my readers. Apart from a few close companions that at certain points commented on it, i never knew the existence of others. And i stopped tracking the traffic since ages ago. About some years ago to be specific. And while i appreciate each and every one of you, i have to say that i find it hard to blog anymore. I won't say it's because i'm busy. Because it's not the reason why i would want to stop. It's just that for sometimes it has been hard to find a subject to talk about. So i don't want to bore any of you to death with some stories as lame as "pergi kedai beli gula-gula" as Chika would have put it. <br /><br />I admit that everyday i mentally write something in my head about how my days goes, what i think about when i look at something, my opinions about general stuffs etc. But the moment i put it on the blog something feels just not right. And i delete everything all over again. I was thinking that maybe i still do want to write and i do love writing. Only i figured that i want to write it in a diary instead. I certainly has had my little share of spotlight and i guess it is time to withdraw. While some of you might think that turning socially reserved may be unhealthy for me, i assure you that i guess a little more quiet time with myself is what i need currently. And hey siapa kata i won't be socializing anymore. I just said i won't be blogging. You'll still see me around doing what i do when i'm around. <br /><br />With this i thank each and everyone of you and i apologize for rarely acknowledging you and not getting to know you. I apologize too for any mistakes and inconveniences, with or without intention, that i caused to any of you. You can always add me on my facebook. Just please send a message and introduce yourself, for i don't approve people whom i don't know, even when they go to the same school as me. <br /><br />Thank you again and i wish you all the best in your future. <br /><br />With love. And lots of them. <br />pphoenixpphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-23036054436887036122010-12-27T22:27:00.004+09:002010-12-27T22:45:58.832+09:00Another YearAssalamualaikum<br /><br />Its 2227 KST and i'm at Box of Wonder, listening to I Don't Care by 2NE1. I just got back from work and is ready for bed. <br /><br />Tapi tiba-tiba jumpa idea untuk blogging. Kan dah kata akhir2 ni macam sangat cerewet pilih tajuk blog. Maka bila jumpa harus cepat2 tulis. Well, talk about the end of 2010. Buat pengetahuan anda resolusi untuk memiliki 32 pasang kasut tal berjaya dicapai. Majorly because i was unemployed for half of the year. Sebab lain ialah bila sudah bekerjaya memang tak ada memakai kasut lain selain sneakers. Dan tak mungkin membeli 20 pasang sneakers lah bukan?<br /><br />Thing i like most about 2010 : Returning to Wonderland. I can never be more thankful for that. The anxieties, the tears, the sleepless nights. I learned the importance of being surrounded by Little Wonders. Terbang memang seronok. Tapi hidup kena berpijak atas bumi. And i am grateful for having the Little Wonders to be with me through everything and reminding me what is real. <br /><br />Thing i dislike about 2010 : All the stupid ones, really. I kinda made lot of those. The things i regret and pray to not repeat in future. Things i wish i would have better judgment at when i am another year older. <br /><br />All in all it has been a year of everything i guess. <br /><br />Ya Allah, lancarkanlah segala urusanku di masa hadapan. <br /><br />Assalamualaikum :)pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-4059734727410635972010-12-27T00:40:00.002+09:002010-12-27T00:49:30.306+09:00Assalamualaikum<br /><br />I kind of having troubles thinking what to blog lately. I guess i turned picky at choosing which stories about me i would choose to tell. Anyway regarding the choice of times square for present-shopping, although i didn't have to worry about freezing muself while findinf the perfect birthday presents, i have to say that the place is too big and holds too many nice shops. Not to mention the sea of people flooding it considering it was a public holiday. Ya public holiday pada hari sabtu. And kitorang tak ada main cuti ganti. At the end i found everything i needed, met the becoming birthday girl, handed the present before we were off on our separate ways. <br /><br />I wrote several words to form a sentence before deleting them off. I told you i became picky at choosing my subjects and i don't know whether or not it's a good thing. Now i don't even know what do i tell you. Guess i better get some sleep. Going to work tomorrow. Gudnight.pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-70144419872537468402010-12-25T08:52:00.002+09:002010-12-25T09:09:23.004+09:00Assalamualaikum<br /><br />0852KST and i'm still in bed. Just had a weird dream that left me feeling weird all over. Ha!<br /><br />Anyway i'm allowing myself to Times Square (horaaaayyyyy!) for birthday present shopping. I was thinking of going shopping indoors because it's -16 degrees outside, so.... Macam sikit jakun padahal orang mesti berasa "eleh, pegi times square je pn". Er saya ialah orang kampung suwon yang baru pernah pegi times square sekali saja. Memang harus jakun :p<br /><br />Um tak tau nak cakap apa lagi. Why is everything that goes around in my head is work-related? And i kind of promised myself not to blog about work. <br /><br />See you later with a bunch of shopping bags XDpphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-24619581823708556162010-12-17T19:29:00.002+09:002010-12-18T00:23:34.237+09:00Assalamualaikum<br /><br />Time : 1929 KST<br />Location : <br />Mood :<br />Listening to : <br /><br /><i> Cerita Satu </i><br />I arrived at work on Thursday with a bunch of stuff on my desk which i know immediately was put there by my SE and was to be brought to the line. And along with it was a pair of thick, warm-looking gloves. So my hands won't get cold when carrying it. Tell me how can i not be a brat when i'm used to this kind of treatment? :p<br /><br /><i> Cerita Dua </i><br /><br />Me : What do i wear to a wedding?<br />Y : The white hijjab you wore the other day when you went out wih your friends. <br /><br />You won't be finding the above conversation funny if you don't know me well. Just in case you don't know, let me explain. I rarely wear tudung other than black. And i only wear black to work all this while. So when last saturday i decided to wear cream-colored because i have a dinner date later on, everybody piled me up with questions and comments on how i automatically look different. Oh yah the tudung is cream-colored but my senior said it's white because guys generally don't describe colors well. My colleague, who is a guy, said my old glasses was pink when it was PURPLE. Oh anyway, it's good being me. Stick to predictable routine everyday and one day when i do minor changes, all jaws drop :D<br /><br />Ok this thing is written at seven but i went out for movie so i just continued it. Went to watch Harry Potter. And while semua orang puji yhe story, i can't help wondering is it me or is the story a lot different from the book itself. The effect was cool and all but i still prefer the book, thank you. And if i were to choose which of the movies i thought is the best, i'd say the first one. <br /><br /> I wanted to write more but am already sleepy. So let's just see you later :)pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-45232167720136826842010-12-15T19:53:00.002+09:002010-12-15T20:11:00.266+09:00Assalamualaikum<br /><br />Time : 1954 KST<br />Location : Alaska<br />Mood : =)<br />Listening to : my colleagues chatting<br /><br />Ok i was happy they brought me ice cream but it's yogurt ice cream, now i feel like throwing up :p. Anyway i'm having dinner with my colleagues of my intake. We are celebrating the success of two weeks ago. Um.. Don't ask anymore. <br /><br />Favorite quote of today : "Hello Kitty is dominating the world."<br />Guess who said those words. Anyway, no one you would know. Heh :p. <br /><br />I never really blog about my job kan? Mekdi once asked if i could blog about my day at work, the routine i go through. I really did try writing one, but i guess it's too personal. Something i don't think of sharing with the world. Something that i want to share only with those closest to me. <br /><br />Anyway i'm sleepy. But i'm forcing myself to do some reading before i sleep everyday. Else i don't know when will i finish reading all the books i bought like a month ago. <br /><br />Talk to you again soon :)pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-17628017397102734162010-12-12T07:26:00.003+09:002010-12-12T07:47:51.522+09:00Different MeAssalamualaikum<br /><br />In the subway shuttling towards Sadang to catch the early bus to Suwon. It's nearly 7.30 in the morning and i'm listening to Juliet Shatkin's Ur Perfect. There are three things you should know about me. <br /><br />1. I'm a mid-winter baby. I can be extremely cold towards strangers. <br />2. I'm not really a charming person. And when i don't like something, you'll see it written like a billboard across my face. <br />3. I'm a spoilt brat. Hard not to be one when you are in my place really. <br /><br />Anyway, like a few weeks ago i woke up to a facebook photo comment by my eldest sister suspecting me doing a plastic surgery because i somehow look different. Duh. She's not the only one who noticed the difference, i should say. But uhm no, i didn't do a plastic surgery. Gila kah? The only explanation i can give is that maybe, just maybe, the hard work makes me look more alive. I must admit that, just like today, i like my reflection in the mirror most when i just woke up in the morning after a hectic previous day. I know the rule is that after a few hardships you'd look tired and a lot unlike human anymore, but in my case i do look more alert and alive. Oh well, after all, i am a freak. <br /><br />Now i'm heading home early for i have to be in the office today. Am a bit sleepy but i told people first hand that i would be a little late today. <br /><br />See you again when i see you :)pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-56530554959968374682010-12-10T23:40:00.003+09:002010-12-11T00:13:13.137+09:0025 in 30Assalamualaikum<br /><br />Ok lama x bertemu. Sebab satu : PC dah mati. Sebab dua : tak berapa ada masa. Memang tak ada masa. Betul. Tak ada tipu. <br /><br />Cukup mukadimah. <br /><br />I wrote a paragraph about work and deleted it. Just because blogging about how busy my work is is kinda lame. <br /><br />Eh i'm turning 25 soon :D. And since i frozen my major spending, my wishlist increased substantially. Here are some of the things you can get me. That is if you want to get me something for my birthday. <br /><br />1. Tali kasut converse. Because clever me threw away the laces of my jeans converse without buying a new one. <br />2. Piano textbook. Intermediate please. I don't have the tine to go to class anymore, fyi. So i should at least practice at home. But eh doesn't that mean i have to buy a piano? XD<br />3. Ugg boots. In deep red or royal purple if possible. Hah pandai demand. <br />4. Is it possible to get me my own LCM line's labcoat and shoes and cap?<br />5. Well if 4 is not possible, then the automatic bosch screwdriver please. Or maybe that would be too expensive. Ok my own sets of screwdrivers then. <br />6. Bluetooth headset. Sape belikan bumper siap ah. <br />7. This one is for Mekdi to buy - lint-free towel. For drying my hands when i have to clean my lens XD<br />8. Belle of the Brawl by Lisi Harrison. Seriously, me, how long have that book been on sale?<br />9. My own copy of starcraft 2 pretty please. <br /><br />Well i guess that's about it.<br /><br />Sleepy =.=~<br /><br />Dear my 24-years-old self,<br />그 동안 고생 많이 했고 바보 같은 짓들도 많이 했다, 너. 그래도 잘 버텼고 이겨낸 거 정말 다행이다. 이 남은 30일 동안 난리 없고 문제 없이 자아~~~~~알 보내면 좋겠다 :)<br /><br />Selamat malam :)pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-86907897339593057852010-11-30T08:00:00.002+09:002010-11-30T08:24:23.688+09:00Tagged<p align="center">Assalamualaikum</p><div>Time: 0801 KST<br /></div><div>Location : Box of Wonder</div><div>Mood : Calm</div><div>Listening to : sound-of-my-PC</div><div><br /></div><div>Malam tadi telah dapat tahu di-tag oleh Eliz Azima, tapi 25 macam sangat banyak untuk difikir maka terus tidur dan berpendapat akan berfikir pagi ini. So here goes.</div><div><br /></div><div>1. I'm not a fan of chocolate. I grew out of it. Saya makan choco wafer, choco cake, choco ice-cream, choco biscuits. But not chocolate. The huge pack of Kisses and the box of Baci has been sitting in my fridge for a few months XD</div><div><br /></div><div>2. I don't eat all cheese. The cheese I dislike most is cream cheese. Followed by Mozarella.</div><div><br /></div><div>3. Saya takut tidur waktu hujan. Noktah. Tak ada explanation sebab memang tak berapa tahu kenapa.</div><div><br /></div><div>4. Lately macam selalu mendengar lagu Ayat-ayat Cinta. It reminds me of Zatul Iffah T.T</div><div><br /></div><div>5. I love all kinds of potatoes. Including sweet potatoes. Sweet potatoes on pizzas are the best.</div><div><br /></div><div>6. My favorite soup is seaweed soup. Talk about Korean food-overload.</div><div><br /></div><div>7. I have this ONE thing I hate about Mekdi, but I'm not telling in public :D</div><div><br /></div><div>8. My favorite author is Lisi Harrison. I try to get all her books.</div><div><br /></div><div>9. I still think buying clothes with brand is NOT something wise if you can have better choice in the street.</div><div><br /></div><div>10. I love winter coats. And boots. Practically winter wear. Hey, I'm a winter baby.</div><div><br /></div><div>11. I love having my birthday in winter. It means I can have fresh strawberry on my cake.</div><div><br /></div><div>12. The only berries I eat is strawberry. And the only strawberry I eat is STRAWBERRY. Bukan jem stoberi atau aiskrim stoberi atau air stoberi atau coklat stoberi dan sebagainya.</div><div><br /></div><div>13. I finish my food better in Wonderland than in Dreamland. Padahal makan kat Dreamland macam sedap gila kot.</div><div><br /></div><div>14. Oh I CANNOT DRIVE. Must be the only person in my family that can't T.T</div><div><br /></div><div>15. Ya, saya tak suka membazir waktu seperti Eliz. One of the things that annoyed me is guys who walk slow padahal dia bukan on a date.</div><div><br /></div><div>16. I have a thing on something white padahal my favorite color is purple. Tapi just because your favorite color is purple takkan la semua benda nak pakai purple kan. Macam tu takkan la I would be living the past 13 years of my life in purple.</div><div><br /></div><div>17. My official working time is 9 hours per day, but I usually do at least almost 12 hours almost everyday. I'm a workaholic.</div><div><br /></div><div>18. Saya suka cold sandwiches.</div><div><br /></div><div>19. I talk a lot about food but I don't look like someone who eat a lot. Try me.</div><div><br /></div><div>20. Ya orang suka immitate my voice. Hahahaha.</div><div><br /></div><div>21. I am not a high-schooler anymore, so I don't think I'm a loser just because I don't have friends to flank me 24/7. </div><div><br /></div><div>22. I love buying other people something. Which is apparently not a good trait when I am broke. But I do usually try all I can to get the right thing for a gift.</div><div><br /></div><div>23. I'm late for work. But isn't 'late' is considered when I come past 1 p.m?</div><div><br /></div><div>24. Oh I love Soshi. Or Girls' Generation as you call it XD</div><div><br /></div><div>25. I still have a birthday wishlist to post later. Lol.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ok get going get going.</div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-44573978350072876372010-11-21T08:49:00.002+09:002010-11-21T09:16:46.929+09:00Assalamualaikum<br /><br />Time : 0849KST<br />Location : In the subway<br />Mood : Sleepy but happy. Heh<br />Listening to : Backstreet Boys' Poster Girl<br /><br />In the span of two weeks I bought 2 boots, one dress, one turtleneck, three coats and three books. Material girl alert :p<br /><br />Anyway to those thinking whatever happened to my dinner outfit (considering I spent like hours finding it, here's a picture.<br /><br />Ouch i forgot the whole upload a picture thingy does not work on this phone. Wait I HAVE TO change song. Now i'm listening to The Corrs' All the Love in the World. Um never mind, i'll upload one later. Anyway it was navy dress over skinny and calf-high boots and 3/4 coat. I think the coat was supposed to be half but you know me. <br /><br />I guess this week's is one of the most tiring socializing saturday. Talk about being at four corners of seoul in one day. I hope no one would think i am an introvert and a social loser anymore. I was being sarcastic in case you don't get it. Anyway i first went over to the alma-mater SNU for an alumni gathering. Ate ah-lot. Met a lot of 65 leftovers. Too bad we didn't have meal together afterwards. If we did it would be another hwaeshik scene XD Next i went to COEX. The plan was go to seoul wearing a thin blazer as an excuse to buy myself a fabulous coat later. But turned out i bought THREE. I am officially broke for the month. Lucky they aren't Zara. Like i would have the money ti buy THREE Zara coats. If i do i'd rather buy an electric piano. Duh. Oh and i bought two books which i now realized i left over at Mekdi's. Lol. Never mind i'll just read Diet Queen today then. After some rounds of free-for-all of SC2, at which i won only one T.T, i went over to Yonsei University where Mekdi resides.<br /><br />And now i'm heading back to Suwon for self-sunday. Talk tou you again prolly next sunday :Dpphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-81819213601611676812010-11-14T21:06:00.000+09:002010-11-14T21:07:30.264+09:00Assalamualaikum<br /><br />Hati calar.<br />Sekian terima kasih.pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-66973808002530298212010-11-13T14:29:00.002+09:002010-11-13T14:45:06.526+09:00My Box of Wonder<p>Assalamualaikum</p><div><em>Time : 14.31 KST</em><em><br /></em></div><div><em>Location : Box of Wonder</em></div><div><em>Mood : neutral</em></div><div><em>Listening to : SNSD's Hoot</em></div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">I told you time flies in Wonderland. A month is composed of several short weeks. And another just passed. I have nothing scheduled this weekend except the annual dinner which up to now I had forgotten will be taking place tomorrow night. In Seoul. Apart of having not thinking of how to get back to Suwon after ten o'clock, I also have not think of what I will wear. My wardrobe currently holds zero traditional clothes. And I AM NOT going to show up in full suit. Maybe I will just skip the dinner all over.</div><div><br /></div><div>Here are some things I love about Box of Wonder :</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">1. The PIN number-ed lock. It means I don't have to spend times searching for the key when I am already late. This happened a lot previously because I had the knack of throwing the key everywhere. Lol. And I don't have to worry about forgetting the keys. And people who came to visit can access my house easily without having to wait for me to get home.</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">2. The balcony for doing laundry. Having to carry the laundry from the bathroom out to the lines is such a chore, seriously. Having one place to do everything is beyond cool.</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">3. The yellow-tiled kitchen wall. It means it won't look especially dirty with grease all-over after cooking. And since it's tile, it's easier to clean.</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">4. The sunlight streaming in straight to my bed. It maybe uncomfortable if you like sleeping late, but highly convenient if you love reading in bed on weekend mornings.</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">5. The shoe rack. Yes I have a shoe rack. My shoes are not all-over the place :D</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">Practically anything about it really. It's not really a huge house or anything. Just a one-room. But it's perfect for living a single life. And it currently is one of the thing I love most of my life.</div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-42285558351855847172010-11-10T19:50:00.002+09:002010-11-10T19:57:33.755+09:00Blur<p>Assalamualaikum</p><div><em>Time : 7.50 p.m</em><em><br /></em></div><div><em>Location : I don't even bother saying</em></div><div><em>Mood : Sikit annoyed at the dust yang keep interfering in my lenses' case.</em></div><div><em>Listening to : Smile Boy by Lee Seunggi and Kim Yeona</em></div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">Ok dah lama tak balik awal. Balik sebab I have 2 hwaeshiks this week. See I use korean word with english grammar :D Macam tak ada kena mengena kan hwaeshik dengan balik awal. Well, ada. Sebab bila hwaeshik akan balik lambat habis (<em>I'm trying not to use the word gila, in case you don't notice</em>) maka balik awal sementara boleh balik awal :p</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">What to say? Macam tak berapa ada. I kept coming late this week. For two days I forgot my employee card and today I purposely went late. Eh sekali teringat hari ni masuk lambat. So supposedly balik lambat. Tapi tak ingat enough 9 hours tak :D</div><div><br /></div><div>Ok I'm having writer's block. I get back to you when I know what to say.</div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-50271178994346256612010-11-07T11:35:00.003+09:002010-11-07T11:50:40.314+09:00Another Sunday for Myself<p>Assalamualaikum</p><div><em>Time : 11.35 a.m</em><em><br /></em></div><div><em>Location : As usual</em></div><div><em>Mood : Lazy kind of happy</em></div><div><em>Listening to : Lovable by Kim Jong Gook</em></div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">Last night was a total blast. Ok I did not finish four hours at work because I had a problem with the network, but I did finish preparing the food before the guests arrived. Ok that was a lie. Kye Howe came on time and I was still struggling with everything. Dira and Diyana came a bit later. Us with Mosh had our share of the meal while watching Paranormal Activity 1. And the best part must be when the Mosh's cell rang all so suddenly during the suspense scene. All of us jumped and broke into a laugh. Mun sure knows the right time to call. The rest arrived a bit later. I cooked the second round of the meal. Oh well, reminded me of the time when I had to cook another serving for the guests during my last open house. Vincent commented then that the food was like a buffet. It kept coming and I kept cooking another serving and another and another. Lol. Eh rindu Zatul.</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">Kan dah kata tak boleh berlagak. Tengok salad bowl cantik dah retak semalam. Maybe the chicken was too hot when I put it in T.T</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">I woke up at past nine today and lazed in bed with The Lost Symbol until 11.30 a.m. Oh the way I got lost in a book once I started. Now it's time to do the weekly cleaning. I see you when I'm finished ok. And I think I'll cook chicken porridge for myself. For a treat on my self-sunday :)</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">One thing, I MAY not be able to make it for the next Malaysia vacation. I would have to do several reconfirmations. Oh the amount of appointments I've scheduled and the list of people I made to meet.</div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-25123515891265793902010-11-06T09:26:00.002+09:002010-11-06T09:47:40.849+09:00Weekend LagiAssalamualaikum<br /><br />I'm currently at Dunkin Donut Itaewon waiting for the foreign mart to be open. I hope it would at least open at 10. I so can afford to leave Itaewon any later than that. You see, i have to be in the office by 11.30 because I'm a freak and an introvert with no friends to enjoy the weekend with. Haha. Kidding :p Apparently sarcasm runs deep in our family. But nah, I'm not mad. Throw an insult my way an the most I make out of it is a joke. Ok, truth is I have to be in the office by 11.30 because my friends are coming for house-warming at 6 and I have to be at the office a minimum of four hours. So you do the maths.<br /><br />Actually I don't really HAVE to be there. Just that when I respect someone, I hate to disappoint them. And I do respect my SE so mucb that when he asked if I would come today, I just decided I will. Besides it's not like I hate my job that I can't bear to be in the office on weekends. Quite the contrary, I'm actually looking forward to it. There are several other examples of me trying not ti disappoint the people I respect. Take yesterday when the SE offered me kimchi. Oh yes I ATE IT. And what about when my Korean Language teacher said he hoped I would take the zither class. I did not miss any of it till the end of the course. I can be very determined to please others when I want.<br /><br />Will blog more about another matter soon. Typing on touch pad is tiring.<br /><br />And eh, I go dizzy if I try to browse my phone on the bus. So I cannot do anything else except sleep. Freak much?pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-53013846449471655452010-11-04T22:14:00.002+09:002010-11-04T22:28:09.328+09:00Hungry~<p>Assalamualaikum</p><div><em>Time : 10.14 p.m KST</em><em><br /></em></div><div><em>Location : Box of Wonder (where else?)</em></div><div><em>Mood : Macam sikit tingtong. Sebab lapa kot?</em></div><div><em>Listening to : Diana Page's Ride</em></div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">Lapa habis. Padahal makan nasik semangkuk time lunch. Ok admittedly dinner cuma makan egg tart. Maka tengah goreng sosej.</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">My eyes kept getting dry today. Many times rasa macam nak bukak je lens tersebut, tapi tak boleh mengalah. So I tried hard to shed tears to wet it. I concentrated on thinking about the saddest thing that ever happened to me, but still I could not cry. It's whether my life is wonderful enough or the thing I thought the saddest isn't exactly the saddest at all. So since I could not cry, I had to make do with blinking my way to past 8 p.m.</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">Oh dah lupa nak cakap apa :D</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">Anyway, I guess I am a freak in a way. Today I think about the one word to describe me, and the only word I can think of is <em>'freak'</em>. Sebab, really, macam there is no more suitable word kot. But being a freak doesn't necessarily make me less than normal people. It just makes me different. So, um yeah, I am a freak.</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">Wah dah lambat. Cepat makan lalu pegi tidur :p</div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-80106302426924774182010-11-02T20:44:00.002+09:002010-11-02T20:57:08.792+09:00Early Tuesday<p>Assalamualaikum</p><div>Time : Approximately 8.46 p.m KST</div><div>Location : Box of Wonder</div><div>Mood : Pretty good</div><div>Listening to : 2NE1's Go Away</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">Ok, I'm back to trying lenses. Because my left eyes has been twitching since 3 weeks ago and I can't find a single glasses that I like, so I'm back with trying lenses. And I just succeeded wearing it like a few minutes ago, so yeah, I'm a bit jakun right now :p But I was really thinking on having Lasik. It is on my birthday wishlist along with iMac, electric piano and iPad. Um no, no one would be paying for any of those for me. I am buying one of those myself.</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">I was thinking once I got an iPhone I would be able to do chat during work, but I barely looked at it today. Once I got into drawing, it's hard to get me to pay attention to anything else. And as of today, both the cameras were sealed. I can just unseal it if I want, but I don't want to have to go out early in the morning just to have it re-seal back. I know I said I'll go back at 8.30p.m but I left early because if I was to go home at past 8 with the amount of clothes I wore to the office this morning, I would freeze. </div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">I can't wait to get into bed because cold makes me sleepy, but I also want some supper. </div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">See you when I see you.</div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-26301018769483468712010-10-30T08:40:00.002+09:002010-10-30T09:01:44.564+09:00Sleepy Saturday<div>Time : Approximately 8.40 a.m KST</div><div>Location : Box of Wonder (that's my home, in case u don't know)<br /></div><div>Mood : I was about to write <em>grateful/satisfied/filled-with-happiness</em> and that sort, but I got a phone call just now and it changed into <em>grateful+jubilant</em>.</div><div>Listening to : Juliet Shatkin's Ur Perfect</div><div><br /></div><div align="justify">I was having a straight OT week but decided to have an early night yesterday. So I set up a dinner date with Mekdi because she said she wanted Tom Yam. After Tom Yam, crab curry and spring rolls, we went for choco cake and coffee at the usual place. It became our usual coffee spot because I am collecting the points for free coffee there :p. After successfully fixing the tv (<em>my superior would be proud if he knew this. padahal restart modem sajer :p</em>), we chose to watch Legends of Girls' School : Voice. That is one of the most famous horror movie series. I watched two of them before and now another one. I just need to watch another two now. And I wonder who would want to watch them with me. Eh lupa cakap. We watched it on VOD. It's one of the free movies on the list. One of the many reasons I love Box of Wonder.</div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify">Ok I admit I wasn't having a good week. What's with the almost similar nightmare 4 days in a row, leaving me with restless nights. But come to think about it, it is only fair for me to have a little bit of not-so-good things going on. After all, I'm going to get my <em>second</em> smartphone soon. PM me for my new official number k :)</div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-64174893655495028742010-09-09T18:08:00.002+09:002010-09-09T18:11:53.357+09:00Raya Eve<div style="text-align: center;">Assalamualaikum<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Yes, I cried at work today. Oh takde la meratap sayu ke ape tah. Cuma mengalir air mata. Setitik. Dua. Mungkin juga lima. Tak tahu. Tak ada kira. Tapi telah menangis. Nasib tak ada siapa perasan. Dan nasib juga sudah habis mengelap air mata sewaktu orang atasan datang bertanya bilakah Ramadhan berakhir dan apakah saya makan ikan. Hahahahabislah besok kena pergi hwaeshik T.T Sebenarnya hari ini juga telah skip hwaeshik.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Selamat hari raya semua. The lucky ones may also get a call from me. Teka apakah makanan malam raya saya. Twigim udong. Haha :p<br /></div><br />Assalamualaikumpphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-15791541061248412282010-09-08T19:25:00.002+09:002010-09-08T19:31:31.337+09:00Bad Day :D<div style="text-align: center;">Assalamualaikum<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Moral of today's story : Jangan berlagak. Hahaha. Tu la siapakah suruh pergi mengiklankan bahawa telah mendapat rumah cantik kepada orang lain, kan dah. A bad day indeed. Haha. Tak tau macam mana nak gelak lagi. Sebab macam kelakar lah bukan. Fate memang funny. Selain containing puzzles yang memecahkan kepala untuk disolve. Is it this way, or is it that way. And even after you provided your answer, you still won't know whether or not it is the correct one. All you can do is to make the best out of any situation later on.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Did you know I lost 2 kgs? So much of gaining weight during camp *roll eyes*.<br /><br />Assalamualaikum<br /></div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-78798615185934680602010-09-07T18:09:00.002+09:002010-09-07T18:23:24.084+09:00Tuesday with MeAssalamualaikum<br /><br />Tak ada post untuk hari Isnin sebab hari Isnin penat melampau. Hari ini lebih penat dari hari Isnin. Soalan : Kira tahap kepenatan untuk hari ini.<br /><br />Tiba-tiba rindu sekolah XD<br /><br />Sekarang sedang melarikan diri dari makan malam bersama rakan sekerja dengan mengatakan perlu ke pejabat agen perumahan. Tapi sembunyi di rumah dan akan ke agensi perumahan jam 7 nanti. Sebab itu menulis dalam bahasa melayu penuh. Kalau rakan sekerja berjumpa blog ini tak adalah kantoi. Haha :p<br /><br />Eh tak lama lagi hari raya. Bagaimana dengan persiapan raya anda? Baju raya saya berwarna fluorescent yellow. Sangat striking. Dan tertera di belakang "Pelatih Industri". Hahahaha. At least uniform pekerja kilang yang polo hitam atau green plaid itu lebih menarik dari baju kami. Walaupun begitu, saya suka kerjaya saya. Oh masih tak dapat percaya sebenarnya berada di division tersebut. Mungkin selepas seminggu akan mula percaya.<br /><br />Saya suka compact powder saya yang baru, tapi kenapakah make up mesti dijual dalam kadar banyak? Macam hari2 pakai bedak yang sama bukankah macam bosan? Tapi berasa gembira facial wash macam berkurang secara cemerlang. Bukti saya rajin cuci muka :p<br /><br />Sekian untuk hari ini :)<br /><br />Assalamualaikumpphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-36700975466510340262010-09-05T21:36:00.003+09:002010-09-05T21:44:51.812+09:00Daily Updates<div style="text-align: center;">Assalamualaikum<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Hari Ahad datang dengan pantas nampaknya. Actually I was thinking of writing the short story I wrote at Sapyo class during the first semester of third year. Ok I wrote it in Korean tapi berhasrat menulis semula dalam bahasa Inggeris. Tapi menjadi malas. Haha. Tak tahu kenapakah hari ni macam sangat ngantuk. Boleh tidur kat food court sementara tunggu makcik tailor masuk kerja. Oh tidur SAHAJA di food court ok. Jangan fikir bukan-bukan. Oh mahal sungguh bayaran tailor sampai kena makan maggi buka puasa, tapi memang puas hati. Ok, tipu di situ. Makan maggi bukan sebab dah habis duit bayar tailor. Lebih kepada tak tau nak makan apa seorang diri.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">By the way, the peep-toe 4-inched heels itu memang tidak selesa langsung. Sebab hari ini saya jalan kaki ke Home Plus dengan red platforms with almost the same height, tapi kaki langsung tak sakit. Siap lari kejar traffic light lagi. See, sangat boleh handle.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Oh hari ini juga mandi hujan 2 kali. Saya kata pada Mosh saya mandi hujan lalu beliau tidak heran langsung. Kata beliau, biasalah tu, saya memang malas pakai payung. Haha apakah tak simpati langsung.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Baiklah, mulai esok hari kena keluar rumah jam 7. Sebab tak tau lokasi tempat yang harus pergi. Tapi boleh pakai sneakers. Yippie yayy~~<br /></div><br />Assalamualaikumpphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-76451309753000272202010-09-04T13:12:00.003+09:002010-09-04T13:21:43.690+09:00The Thing I Worry About<div style="text-align: center;">Assalamualaikum<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Baiklah. Being placed at XXX Division can hardly be called a bad thing. No, it's not a bad thing at all sebenarnya. Cuma tak tau kenapa macam nak gelak setiap kali I think about it. Mulai sekarang tak ada masa merisaukan perkara lain. Cuma ada masa merisaukan karier. Sebab sebelum ni, bila membuat planning masa depan untuk karier, saya merancang mengikut division lain. Dan tiba-tiba division lain datang di depan mata. Haha. Betul-betul cuma akan risau how will I fair on my job from now on.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Mosh kata, jangan risau belum ada orang mati lagi setakat ni. Quit mungkin, tapi tak adalah mati. Maka tak perlu risau. Haha tapi risau juga. Mana mungkin tak risaulah bukan. Oh hari ini Mosh buat statement kelakar. Di mana beliau menyatakan saya mempunyai keazaman yang tinggi. Menurut beliau, kalau saya tak suka saya akan kata saya tak suka. Macam sikit berciri orang Korea di situ. Menurut beliau la. Beliau pula berciri orang Malaysia di mana walau tak suka pun akan diam dan tahan sahaja. Er tapi beliau bercakap benar. I speak my mind, most of the time, when I feel like what I think matters.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Saya tak ada duit raya tahun ini. Tapi berharap adik-adik dan anak-anak saudara menghargai duit raya yang akan saya beri kelak sebab saya memerah keringat betul-betul demi duit raya anda semua.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Selamat hari raya dari perantauan. Haha statement sedih.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Assalamualaikum<br /></div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-18950847837665698102010-09-04T04:52:00.002+09:002010-09-04T05:01:55.553+09:00Surprises<div style="text-align: center;">Assalamualaikum<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">4.52 a.m in the morning and will be out sending Mosh to airport some time soon. You'll notice I removed my chatbox due to some spams and add in my little dreams. The list of things that I want yet I don't hope someone else would give it to me. Er my SFC for instance, can't be given by someone else :p. We'll see how much time I'll take to get myself everything on the list.<br /><br />I told you fate is funny right? I don't know whether to laugh or cry. But I haven't cried yet and I laughed a lot. This year is getting more exciting. More unexpected things coming my way and the more I become uncertain of what the future holds for me. It's scary, but exciting too.<br /><br />힘을 내 봐, 용기를 내 봐<br />너라면 할 수 있어<br />눈부시게 빛 날꺼야<br />너라면 할 수 있어<br /><br />p/s : sometimes it amazes me how close I am to myself, that at times I feel like no one can comfort me or give me encouragement better than myself can.<br /><br />Assalamualaikum<br /></div>pphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3136894448520909298.post-37234438994980927462010-09-03T13:12:00.002+09:002010-09-03T13:25:35.683+09:00Life is Fabulous<div align="center">Assalamualaikum</div><br />Tan taraaaa~~<br /><div align="justify">Tak berapa tahu tan tara tu ape tapi berasa nak membuat bunyi-bunyian. Maka.... haha :p. Weekend ini tak mahu pegi mana-mana walaupun Isnin cuti. Tipu. Harus pegi ke airport dan kemudian ke DYTC. Sepatutnya turun ke Seoul beramah mesra dengan junior2 tapi entah kenapa tiba-tiba jadi pemalu. Hahaha. Last week waktu buka puasa kat embassy pun saya sembunyi belakang junior 83 time diorang bersalaman dengan junior bawahan. Haha. Apakah punya segan tak tau nak cakap. Lagi segan bila Hanim asyik introduce saya sebagai super super super senior. Macam tua sangat bukan? Bukan.</div><br /><div align="justify">Sejak semalam tak tahu nak berasa apa. But all over macam nak tergelak sahaja. Fate is funny. Life is surprising. Accept good things with a smile and bad things with a laugh. Things will be more easier that way. </div><br /><div align="justify">I should think I am lucky, shouldn't I? Alhamdulillah :)</div><br />Assalamualaikumpphoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00201326768378720088noreply@blogger.com0