Up-close and Personal

Assalamualaikum

Aiiii!!!! Now that saya dah ade lappy yang bes dibuat online dan saya ade takde kerja untuk dibuat, korang baca la update blog ni hari2 ye :p

Well, umm.. tadi saya gi pejabat pendaftaran berkaitan hal IC yang hilang itu. Denda maksimum RM210 dan minimum RM60. Aaaaa!!!! Kan wallet saya hilang. Mane saya ade duit nak bayar denda banyak2! Tak kesian ke? Saya kan student... Uh~ Then gi tempat belajar memandu tu. Papa nak suruh saya gi belajar dengan Ah Chai. Ye. Ah Chai yang terlupe nak anta Kiki balik rumah (sebab dia terlupa kewujudan Kiki dalam kereta tu!) so dia bawak Kiki sampai Bukit Kelicap dan tinggalkan Kiki tepi jalan. Hahahaha~ Popular sungguh cerita itu. Anyway, bile nak amek dokumen2 dari orang yang sebelum ni, baru realize lesen L saya takde. Or maybe, tak buat lagi pun. Damn~ Oiii!! Saya nak cepat2 abes blaja driving la. Saya tanak kene dok mendengar ceramah lagi!!!

Hurm.. Mama tengah demam. Bermaksud saya perlu melekatkan diri di rumah sepanjang masa. Tapi takpe. Ade lappy bes ok dah. Siap ade built in webcam lagi. Horaayy~ Leh online di mana2 sahaja dalam rumah ni dengan wireless. Hahaha~ Iman is being rotten today. Sebab tadi time kluar dating dia gaduh ngan awek dia kot. But that is no reason to be rude to papa kan? Kan dah kene warning ngan papa. Saya rasa nak cucuk2 jek mulut dia dengan batang sate tadi. Tapi teringat lak kes Diyana yang tampar adek dia pastu lari masuk balik. Sebab adek dia lagi besa dari dia. Dia takut adek dia balas balik. Hahahahaha~ Gelak guling2. Ape nak buat.. Kitorang kan kakak2 yang comel :p

Saya ade 3 rancangan menyambut besday next year dari 3 party yang berbeza. Korean Day is going to be held on the 9th of January. Exactly time besday saya. Dan clannies cam nak turun gi Korean Day tu. So kalau saya dapat ke Intec time tu, diorang nak menyambut bersama2 dengan meriahnye. Hoooraaaayyyy~ And then Ina, my ex-classmates and Jack, my twin, dah kate nak celebrate sama gak. But diorang nak make it on weekends. Sebab Ina kene turun dari Penang and Jack lak tengah intern. So, diorang boleh celebrate weekend jek. Dan just now, Adeeb buzz. Suh naek KL dengan segera so that boleh celebrate my birthday. Alang2 Awin, Ekin ngan Dina pun ada sana semua. Oh ramainye orang nak celebrate birthday saya kali ni. Ingat lagi yang lepas. Dah la sorang2 dok rumah. Keluar pun ikut Sham teman senior beli DSLR. Pastu beli barang masak. Masak sendiri. Malam tu makan kek. Bagi hadiah. Pastu tido. Sedih tu sedih. Tapi ape nak buat. Dah budak kiseol jek yang selalu free manjang...

Tadi petang saya check result lagi buat kesekian kali. Tengok result CAM dah keluar. Macam nak melompat2 gembira. ALHAMDULILLAH!!!! =))) Tak sia2 saya hafal G codes yang mengarut2 untuk mid-term exam hari tu. Tak sia2 saya pay full attention dalam kelas yang macam ape padahal budak laen sibuk maen starcraft, internet shopping kat gmarket, chatting, wikipedia-ing bla bla bla. Cuak gak hari tu sebab saya tak kemaskini projek yang nak dihantar. Maen hantar jek semua bende yang saya save. Cuak gak sebab orang laen burn kat CD tapi saya burn kat DVD. *Ngeng punye classmates yang keje mencuakkan aku jek! Cuak sebab tulis nama atas DVD tu gune highlighter jek. Macam susah jek nak nampak. But again, saya memang suka cuak bende bukan2. Oh rasa nak guling2. Harapan untuk graduate dengan target CGPA kini kembali bersinar :)) Walaupun target CGPA saya takde la tinggi melambung cam orang laen, tapi bagi saya cukup la kan. Yaayyyy!!! Ade harapan nak buat baju baru untuk konvo. Uhmm.. ok Farini, jangan excited lebih. Grade praktikal ri tu blom kluar lagi. Huu~

Summary 2007? Tahun yang penuh dengan perkara mengejutkan. Kan?

- get to know and learn to love the juniors. Ejat, Dayu, McD, Qila and sume2 la! Rindu gile kat korang sume!!!

- blaja spend more times with the girls rather than with my clannies online. Haha~ Pillow talk dengan Kelly, Dira ngan Diyana paling bes. Sorry ler Sue tertinggal time tu :p

- learn the fact that Azman, Hanis, Ayie, Dause ngan Fairus are actually classmates yang sangat cool. Weee~~~ See u next sem :p

- mimpi indah saya jadi kenyataan! Fullstop. Don't ask question ;p

- The words I'll always remember from Diyana. Takde la sama sebijik. But lebih kurang la. "Pada pandangan aku kau banyak bawak perubahan pada dia. Dan dia pun banyak bawak perubahan pada kau. And even bila korang dah tak bersama pun, korang masih lagi carry perubahan yang each other bawak tu. Dan aku rasa tu sesuatu yang baik."

That is the biggest lesson I've learnt in 2007. To let go of things that are not mine. It gets to me how Diyana put her words carefully and implied things that others don't see. There is no grudge over the whole things. It was a beautiful ending.

And now I've got Moshitta by my side and we've got a future to plan =)

Till then~

Assalamualaikum

The title said it. UNCONDITIONAL. And in this matter, it's love. Today saya bertanya pada diri, can we really love a person unconditionally?

Define unconditional. Uh well, malas nak bukak wiki. Unconditional means without condition. Tanpa sebab. Boleh ke kita menyayangi seseorang tanpa sebab. Tanpa syarat. Tanpa mengharapkan dia buat itu ini untuk kita. Pernah ke ek seseorang itu sayang kamu tanpa meminta2? Terkadang pada mulanya memang kerana suatu sebab, tapi lama-lama sebab itu dah jadi kurang signifikan. Tapi walau bagaimana pun, sayang itu dengan sebab juga kan?

Ade seorang teman kata pada saya, dia suka her special someone tanpa sebab. Katanya kalau nak kata lelaki itu pandai, ramai lagi yang lebih bijak. Kalau nak kata lelaki itu kacak, ramai lagi yang lebih hensem. Oh, hello! Itu tak bermaksud kamu suka dia tanpa sebab. Banyak lagi sebab kamu suka dia yang kamu tak perasan. Misalnya, dia layan kamu baik2 ke. Dia memenuhi ciri lelaki idaman kamu ke (walau mungkin takde la yang paling pandai atau yang paling handsome di kalangan teman, well at least, ade la ciri itu kan?). Dan kadang2 pun perempuan mudah jatuh sayang atas sebab yang amat simple. Sebab lelaki itu sayang kamu. Itu pun satu sebab juga kan?

Manusia selalu kejar untuk jadi cantik, jadi pandai, jadi kaya, jadi bla bla bla lah. Dan mereka selalu kata tentang unconditional love. Tahukah kamu, semakin kamu cantik, pandai, kaya dan bla bla bla, semakin jauh kamu dengan unconditional love. Kerana semua orang di sekeliling kamu akan belajar menerima kamu kerana kamu cantik, pandai, kaya dan bla bla bla. Kamu tak akan dapat menilai siapa yang menyayangi kamu unconditionally kerana, well, semua orang suka kamu. Jadi dalam dunia sekarang ini nak mencari unconditional love pada saya teramat susah kerana semua orang pun cantik, pandai, kaya dan bla bla bla. Jarang dijumpa orang yang tak ade salah satu antara semua itu. Biar pun tak kaya, mungkin cantik dan baik. Biarpun tak pandai, mungkin kaya. Biarpun tak cantik, mungkin baik. Dan ape2 je lah. Yang penting setiap orang pasti ade kelebihan sendiri yang buat orang lain tertarik.

Tapi itu bukan maksudnye unconditional love itu tak wujud. Wujud. Tapi mungkin satu dalam berjuta?

Till then =)

Assalamualaikum

Akhirnye!!!! A decent computer untuk update this blog. Sunyi ye? Sorry la.. Saya nak bawak lappy sayang tu ke Acer tapi enggak punya uwang sih. PC umah ni plak dh abes taip satu ayat satu huruf pun x appear lg kat screen. Oleh kerana itu I kept putting off updating anything.

Ok. Selepas cuti raya haji di mana kami adik-beradik berkumpul dan bermeriah2 di rumah ni, saya ikut Alin ke KL. The plan is sementara Kiki dengan Kak Awin ade kat umah temankan mama ni, kasik la saya jalan dulu. So that nanti bile diorang dah start sem and mama's alone at home, saya boleh la melekat di rumah ni sambil belajar memandu :p

Ahad. 23 Disember. Bangun pagi tu rasa nak tarik jek balik selimut. Tido lambat malam sebelum tu sebab nak packing segala. Tapi kena gak drag myself out. Siap2 and bertolak ke KL kol 7. Today is the day I visit Moshitta's house for the first time. Even after we've been really good friends for three whole years. Err.. but that was then. This is now. Jadi saya pilih seluar warna hitam, bought time ade jualan barangan Thai, blouse warna brown dengan tudung bunga2. Oh well, saya jarang pakai blouse kan? Wardrobe saya penuh amat dengan t-shirt. But by the time saya sampai Melaka, baju tu dah abes renyuk. Made up my mind. Sampai je depan office Alin, saya terus gerak amek putra ke sentral and then komuter ke mid valley. Grab a pair of converse for Pkah and then pusing2 cari baju laen untuk tukar. Oh, saya memang suka pull a stunt camni. Shop for a top right then. But since Giordano pun takde anything yang ok saya masuk kedai ape tah and grab a white shirt. Lagipun it's been forever since saya beli white shirt. Or any shirt. Haha.

After making my purchase, straightaway ke Seremban. Sampai sana dalam kol 2. Sangat segan ok. Masuk. Makan2. Makan tulang masak lemak. Ouucchh~ bayangkan macam mane saya makan. Segan gile nak gigit. Aaaaaa~ Moshitta lak siap tambah nasik dalam pinggan saya jek. Dalam hati saya kata, "Hoho~ Tengok nanti dia datang visit camne. Kasik makan siput sedut! :p" After that maen dam dengan Moshitta, Pkah and Ijat sayang :p At first just saya and Moshitta duduk2 kat kolam ikan tu. Tiba2 Ijat datang bawak dam. Saya ajar diorang maen dam kapal terbang but last2 saya yang kalah. Ooo~ lawan tokey. Ceh~ Then maen dam ular. Time ni Pkah join skali. Hooraaayyy~ Saya menang! Moshitta dengan Ijat sampai give up sebab tak sampai2. Ahahaha~

Umm... anyway, walaupun saya segan, I hope I made a good impression. Or at least I hope the presents did. I don't care what u say, but yes, I was desperate to impress his family. And no, I don't think there's anything wrong with it. It's just normal when you want to impress the family of your.. uhm.. boyfriend. You'd like them to like you as much as you like them too, won't you?

Isnin. 24 Disember. Date with Moshitta. Sebenarnye nak hantar barang yang McD kirim. Tapi lupe bawak. Huhu~ Tangguh hari esoknye :p

Selasa. 25 Disember. Moshitta gi A Famosa water world dengan family dia. Saya keluar dengan Akmar, my dormie kat Samura. Passed barang yang McD kirim. Then makan2 and borak2. And as if I haven't learnt my lesson enough, today I lost my purse. And all the cash in it. And all my bank cards. And my IC. Well that left me with nothing as an identification except my passport. Walaupun nampak cam cool jek cam ri tu time saya hilang RC, tapi dalam hati I wanted so much to be in my fluffy purple comforter back at Korea and a hug from loved ones. Balik tu, since I'm in no mood nak dengar nagging from my sissies about my carelessness, saya ikut Akmar balik rumah kakak dia kat Seremban 2. Ceh! Alasan tak bleh blah :p

Rabu. 26 Disember. Jumpa Moshitta kat Jusco Seremban 2. Patutnya kami ade plan ke national science center dengan Hadi, Zatul and Eff. But Hadi tak sihat, so cancel. Saya jumpa Moshitta and cerita semua pasal purse hilang. Haha~ So awak kena la tolong menyara saya 2 bulan ni kan :p? Hari ni keluar semua Moshitta bayar. Oh rasa bersalah amat. Kerana saya bukan jenis perempuan yang mengharap lelaki bayar bile keluar on a date. Selama ni kami gilir2 bayar. Ye la, sama2 student. Faktor laen : saya tak suke menyusahkan boyfriend saya. Sekian. Maka apa2 mesti bayar sama2 ataupun gilir2. Hari ni bila tengok Moshitta bayar semua buat saya rasa bersalah sangat2. Waaakkk, nanti balik Korea saya bayar e? Uhhh~

Khamis. 27 Disember. Pagi tu keluar ke Seremban lagi. Asyik commute ke Seremban jek kan? Tapi kali ni sebab melawat Hadi kat hospital. Hospital Pakar Seremban for those yang tak tau. Datang2 jek Hadi ajak breakfast kat bawah. Lepak2. Borak2. Kesian Hadi tinggal sorang2. Dia kata dia bosan. Hope cepat sembuh. Bleh kite jalan2 satu Msia :)

Tengahari rushing ke sentral sebab Eff dengan Zatul dah tunggu kat sana. Kami ke Eye on Malaysia. Ok, saya takut tinggi. Dan Zatul, Eff ngan Moshitta sangat suke buat lawak celupar yang buat saya cuak bangat sambil menyelitkan nasihat2 agar saya jangan muntah dalam tu. Ceh~ Rasa nak ketuk2 jek satu2 tu. Sepanjang naek tu saya tak pandang bawah sangat pun. Sibuk tengok besi2 yang menyokong ferris wheel tu. Sambil fikir what if..... Ahahaha~ Bese la. Fikir negatif jek. Huu~ Couple seblah tu yang kne naek dengan kitorang mesti rasa kitorang bising :p And then time minum air tebu kat bawah tu, nampak ikan yang dah nak mati. Besar woo~ Kalau bakar mesti bes. And time tengok2 ikan tu la nampak seekor biawak. Oh galak sungguh Eff dengan Moshitta kejar nak tengok. Spesies sama kah? Biawak darat? Hahaha~ Kidding mens. Sorry2 :p

Jumaat. 28 Disember. Gerak ke Seremban awal pagi. Jumpa Moshitta di terminal one. Sama2 amek bas balik ke BP. Moshitta is visiting the family. Cerita sampai situ saja. Details? Tengok mood saya nanti2. But there are things yang macam best jek simpan sendiri :p

Till then =)

Assalamualaikum

Ok, before balik hari tu Moshitta kate pada saya, saya memang suke cicirkan benda. Started hari tu time nak anta borang Korea University, saya cicirkan passport saya. Nasib Diyana jumpa. And then my Korean Language Program's cert. Luckily ade kat umah Ajay. Later on buku akaun KEB saya. Ade mamat korea mane tah jumpa, then dia pass pada Rev3nger. And on 19th saya realize saya kehilangan satu lagi benda. And yang ini memang positif cicir.


Aaaaaaaaa!!!!! Mcm mane nak balik Korea!!! Tibe2 saya rasa vulnerable amat. Kalau takde IC msia pun takde perasaan sangat. Ni RC weh. Camne saya nak balik???

Terasa nak guling2. Nak lompat2. Nak nangis2. Tapi outside nampak cool jek. Diam jek. As if takde perasaan. Kak Awin pun kate saya sungguh bagus. Kalau dia dah lame nangis. Oh hello! Saya pun nak nangis tau. Tapi tau takde sape nak tolong pujuk, maka malas bazirkan air mata =p *saya nak orang pujuk pastu tepuk2 tido cam Diyana buat ri tu =p*

Anyway, saya gi report kat Ajay, report kat Eff, report kat Encik Hamdan. Pendek kata saya report kat sume orang yang boleh direport. Semua orang macam tak risau jek. Haih~ saya ke yang cuak lebih?

Malam tu keluar dengan Aini, ex-schoolmate since darjah 1 up to form 3. Makan and borak2 kat Secret Recipe since nak kluar skali dengan Nurul but dia kne part time situ, soo... Best gak hangout dengan member2 lame. Teringin nak buat reunion TMS. Oh sungguh cool bile bleh jumpe balik people yang korang kenal since hingusan. See how much they've changed. Saya waktu kecil sungguh memalukan okeh. Tanak cerita lagi.

One more thing, my niece Dini, officially hates me. Ceh!! Seriously, dia tanak ikut saya langsung. Saya cuit jek dia menjerit. Protes. Tapi cellphone saya dia nak. Wallet saya dia nak. Mainan yang saya belikan dia nak. Suruh ikut saya dia tanak. Cehh!! Tanak sudah!!! Tanak kawan Dini dah!!! *go to a corner and sulk* Honestly, mane aci. Diorang maen dengan Dini lebih. Memang la dia tanak ikut saya dah. Uh~

Kk. Saya dah kne bersiap nak pergi jalan2 dengan keluarga. Saya rindu bilik saya di Korea. Rindu PC saya. Rindu LCD 19" wide screen saya. Rindu hi-speed broadband megapass.

Till then =)

Assalamualaikum

Ok. Actually before this dah start tulis one post.But tulis halfway jek dah kena kluar. And then nak sambung asyik x sempat jek. Dah hari2 keluar berjalan. Camtu la kalau adik beradik sume ade kat rumah. Well, ok, here's the update to those who has been missing me =)

Woke up at 5.00 coz x siap kemas umah lagi and x packing pun lagi. Found out that I lost my Msia money. A few hundreds, I guess. Anyway, by the time we passed the immigration they are already calling the passengers of our flight. Honestly saya tak pernah selambat tu tau. Biasanya before gate bukak dah tercongok depan tu. Failed to temporarily disconnect my cellphone line. Pengsan la bayar bil balik ni. Haih~

Flight sangat bosan dan sangat slow. Delayed sebab snowing. Maen pusing2 satu airport tu pegi cuci flight dulu before take off. 6 hours 20 minutes terasa sangat lame dalam flight tu. Haihh~

Then dalam pukul 4 lebih tu diorang serve sandwich cam biasa. Tuna my favorite. Dalam pukul 4.30 tu diorang dah start descending sket. Saya pun sibuk la maen survey2 ape ade kat bawah. Banjir lumpur, bukit yang dah gondol, bla bla bla. At first diorang kata nak landing 5.20 tapi pukul 5 dah announce suh cabin crew duduk untuk landing. As dia descend lower, both my ears hurt. Tekak rasa loya amat. Saya kata pada Moshitta, "Wak, nak muntah." Moshitta suruh tahan. Tahan la. Telan liur banyak2. And flight pun landing dengan selamatnya. But as soon as I got up from my seat, sume benda di tekak tadi terasa naek ke atas. Moshitta reached for air sickness bag but he's a second too late I guess.

Damn!! Malu gile ok. Especially since I need to go to the toilet immediately but the aisle is packed with people waiting for the door to be opened. Sume orang pandang. Aaaa~ And even saya dah cuci dengan sabun pun, saki baki bau muntah tu still ade lagi sket2. Dengan tangan2 Moshitta kene sebab dia hulur air sickness bag tu pada saya in time benda tu kluar. Ok, sungguh memalukan.

Dalam 6 kali balik Msia which means 12 flights all over, 3 kali dah saya muntah ok. 1st time was the 1st summer break. Flight pulang semula ke korea. At that time I got the air sickness bag on time. 2nd time waktu balik korea balik gak. Flight ngan Chobo. That time, I got to the toilet in time. Haha. Segan nak muntah depan Chobo =p So this is the third time. Dan kali pertama atas lantai flight. Demm~ So here goes birthday resolution. Tanak muntah dalam flight lagi! Oh cabin crew, kalau dah tau nak landing in 1 hour, sile jangan hulur saya ape2 makanan lagi ok. Dan Farini, kalau anda dah tahu anda memang gayat, takyah la ngade2 nak survey2 ape yang ade kat bawah tu.

Anyway, while kitorang tunggu luggage, Moshitta went to the toilet and washed his hands clean. Saya tanya Moshitta saya masih bau muntah ke, dia kata ok jek. Uh, never mind, I thought. Nanti boleh cuci lagi. Moshitta beritahu parents dia datang amek lambat sket since saya sendiri masih unsure whether saya dah sedia ke belum nak jumpa parents dia. So the plan is let me go home first.

But time kitorang passed jek kastam, saya nampak seorang boy yang saya memang kenal terlompat2 kat glass wall tu. IJAT! And then I recognized a few other faces. I actually screamed. Silently, of course. Moshitta's whole family was already there. Aaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! I didn't even check the mirror before I came out! And though Moshitta said a thousand times that I smelled fine, saya still rasa saya masih berbau muntah!! AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

Assalamualaikum

So here's a few things before I go out.

- I lost a few hundreds RM. Taktau mane letak. Patutnye ade dalam wallet mickey mouse tu =(

- X bawak byk baju balik. Kiki tgh cuti. Tibai baju Kiki sudeyh :p

- Duit tutor dah masuk. Hooraaayyyy!!!!

- I haven't finish packing. Yaaawwww~~

Ok. Gtg =)

Assalamualaikum

There are 2 times when you almost always miss people most.

1. When it's raining or when it's cold.
2. When you are sick.

Well, outside is minus 2 degrees and I got a sore throat. Does it count as an excuse to miss somebody =p


I know it's just 2 days since the winter break started but I can't seem to able to stop myself from logging in to doumi.dongyang to check my grades. Ok, CAM and graduation project is not going to be up in another week since we haven't even submit our projects but I keep thinking that maybe other subjects may be up already. Damn. Maybe I should just chill for a week or 2 and do something else instead of stressing myself over the results.


Ok, checklist final things to do on Monday.

1. Send out CAM projects

2. Submit grad project's report

3. Repair my purple specs.

4. Activate my online money transfer

5. Go to Namdaemun for the last time

6. Empty the fridge

7. Go to McD's

8. Finish packing

And I'm going to be ready for home *grin.grin* =)

Assalamualaikum

It's not even 24 hours since I finished my last paper yet it feels like I've lost every ounce of excitement of finishing the semester that's been squirming inside me since a week ago.

I asked Su if she can go to COEX with me tonight to buy Alin's DVD but I decided not to go.

Instead I asked her to buy it for me.

I'm definitely in zero mood to go anywhere or eat any food or buy anything.

I just want to get home as soon as possible.

Assalamualaikum

Been long since I have a free Wednesday morning. Got a few nightmares last night. Involving my best friend got murdered by my ex-schoolmate and people suspected me because I was seen fighting with her a few weeks before. Duh~

Well, 3 days left before semester is over. I still need to go and finish my graduation project today, take my Japanese language paper tomorrow and go to Korea University on Friday for the interview. Well, I hope next Tuesday comes soon. I missed Dini a lot T.T

And oh yeah, my birthday wishlist. I almost forgot. But since I'm still too lazy to find pics right now, let me just list the whole things first. Later I'll update it again =p

BIRTHDAY WISHLIST

1. Sony PSP in lavender
I've been wanting this since a few months ago, but people were saying that it's still pretty new so you can't play downloaded games with it. You need to buy the games too. Uh well, I don't care. Somebody get me one plix =p

2. Dual Zariche +15
Ok, game talk. I wanted dual zariche since I heard Kidstar and Battousai already have one. Moshitta tried his best to trade for S grade weapon so we could upgrade it, but since we can no longer upgrade craft S weapons so it is uhm.. difficult. I mean, upgrading from A grade to ancient S grade is not cheap, you know.

3. That heart-shaped pendant I saw in Clue
I don't know if it's there anymore or not since it's the last item. And I know I should just buy it then, but buying your own jewelery is completely meaningless, don't you think? I still have a lot more things to buy than one silver pendant. Plus, birthday is coming *wink*

4. A handbag
Been ages since I got myself a new one. But I just checked Accessorize last Monday, and they got nothing nice at the moment. Well, in case you don't know what type of bags I like, uhm.. I don't like bags with long straps or handle. Because, well, I'm not that tall so wearing one will only makes me look shorter. I prefer it small. Not too small, but also not too big. Coz unlike other girls, I don't have compact powder, mascara, lip gloss and blah blah blah. The only things I put inside my bag is my wallet, my cellphone and house key.

5. Marriage proposal
Xaxaxa =D

Nah, just kidding. Told you I didn't have much I need right now. But as usual, clothes and shoes are acceptable. And you know I don't wear heels, so don't buy me one. Boots are ok. And if you are buying me clothes, can I have a long one? I mean like a long shirts or a long jumper. Practically anything long. But not too long =D

And oh yeah, pliz pliz pliz don't buy me another gigantic teddy bear. I was thinking of bringing Gina back home with me this winter break. Zatul alone has enough teddy bears to fill our house in university. So Gina have to go back to Malaysia and stay with Stitch and Rory. Well, Rory's like the only teddy I don't mind having around before. Because it's small and it didn't take up much space in my small room. And since it's small whenever I have a nasty tantrum I can just throw it around. Imagine having to throw Gina. It's heavy. Duh~ But anyway, no teddies again this year pliz. And no I'm not jealous of those who have stacks of it on their study desk. My study desk is where I put my books, my pc, my stationary, my snacks and a few other junks. But not teddies.

Uh, one more thing. Last night I dreamt that Moshitta bought me an iPod shuffle for my birthday. In blue I think. Well, since I'm no fans of iPod shuffle, I didn't even know if they've got one in blue =D. Haha, but to Moshitta : I don't want an iPod shuffle! And don't buy me one of the above things. It's not for you to buy =p

And to those who think the presents are too expensive, uhm.. can't you like throw in a few bucks each person so that you people can buy it for me plix. Everybody in SE can give like 10000 won (USD 10) each person and then you can get me the zariche. Brilliant idea, right? No? Oh ok then. Just don't kick me out of the clan. I don't want to have to join IG :D

Kk I need to go to the bath and get ready to go over to Norsi's. We need to finish our graduation project today.

Till then =)

Assalamualaikum

Ok, I originally planned to update this tomorrow since I'm too lazy to find any pics to post right now. But just now when I checked our ally's forum, I actually screamed. Uh well, before any word else, let's just welcome Zorasesuriel!!!!

Well, uhm ok. To those that don't know (well I bet a lot of you don't =p) Zora is one of the active pvpers in our ally. And a good friend of us people in Soul Essence. He posted Dini's pic on our ally forum, letting me know that he read this. This and exactly this!!! I'm speechless. I just don't know what to say. I'm excited that he really took the time to read this. Yet I'm a bit embarassed knowing that my writing skills, not to mention my English, is not that good. And oh well, it's a lot of tosh, really. Girls' talk. Nothing much about video games which is a complete opposite of the heavy-gamer image I have.

Anyway, thanks Zora for visiting. I promise I'll write in English from now on so you can understand me :p.

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Saya nangis lagi malam ni.
Teresak-esak lagi.
Boleh tak kite berhenti bicara tentang hal ni?
Kerana saya betul2 perlu berhenti menangis.

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Ok2. Walaupun malas, tapi apdet la gak sbb lame x apdet. So, sorry kalau entry ini agak bosan.

Kitorang baru abes paper Applied Maths yang bengong. And no, I don't want to think about it. Not anymore. Mari kite sama2 melupakan sem yang mengong ini. Ok, part of it was my fault sebab tak study sangat. Tapi pun paper tu memang susah. Orang yang study pun macam nak pengsan jawab, lagi kan saya yang bese2 ni jek. Redha jek. Dah try yang terbaik kan? Sekarang adelah masa untuk memikirkan pasal balik Malaysia. Siapkan souvenirs and presents. Buat re-entry. Packing luggage. Kemas rumah. Prepare untuk pindah. And.... oppss! Lupe lak. Saya still ade paper Automotive Engineering dengan Japanese Language. Hahahaha~

Malam tadi Ejat datang blaja buat kek. Dengan McD. Weee~~ I love companies. Lagi2 those 2 are in my list of my favorite people. But sorry takleh nak layan korang sangat. And sorry atas segala kekurangan. Saya agak tertekan preparing for Applied Maths. Walaupun McD kate saya nampak agak relax. Diulang : NAMPAK je relax okeh =p. But then again I still took the time to clean the house and bawak balik oven and mixer from hostel. Angkut sorang2 panjat bukit. Rasa nak patah pinggang okeh.

Semalam saya hampir terjatuh dalam bilik air. Tergelincir. Sebab lantai licin. Tapi sempat membuat aksi akrobatik untuk menyelamatkan diri dari terlentang kat dalam tu. Dan kerana saya bukan la gymnast negara, maka aksi akrobatik yang saya lakukan dalam waktu emergency tu telah menyebabkan tengkuk, bahu dan seluruh tangan saya sakit hari ini. The aftermaths. Nak picit tapi tak berani. Sebab melibatkan tengkuk. Bahaya woo.. Sudahnye tahan jek.

Oh ye. Kepada semua yang cube call, missed call dengan harapan saya call anda balik ataupun menghantarkan SMS, MMS dan sebagainye, mintak maaf kerana buat masa ni saya tak dapat mereply atau pun call anda balik. Bukan kerana save tanak bayar bil cellphone mahal2 tapi sebab SPH V-9050 saya itu rosak buat kali ke2. Dan saya rasa kali ni pun ade kaitan dengan connector lagi. Sebab macam dulu, button sebelah atas semua tak berfungsi. Skrin masih selamat. Tapi butang tak berfungsi. Adekah digigit oleh lipas? Saya pun tak mengerti. Sebab rasanye saya dah bukak tutup cellphone tu dengan penuh lemah lembut. Tapi orang laen selalu tutup ganas2 T.T Dalam ertikate laen saya kene ke Yongsan untuk hantar cellphone tu masuk service center.

Last, but not least, a few nights ago, saya pillow-talked dengan Diyana. Isu yang tak boleh saya sebutkan di sini. Tapi saya menangis malam itu. Nangis yang teresak2. Yang sedu-sedan. Sampai Su kata Diyana cerita dia cuak tengok saya menangis. Cool, girls. Saya memang kuat nangis. Cuma tidak di hadapan orang. Thanks a bunch to Diyana sebab try calm kan saya (dia tepuk2 saya masuk tido tau =p)

Till then =)

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I started to like CAM class. Pity there's only a class left before semester end. Hahah. Today I found out that the computer I used have got Yahoo! Messenger installed. Weee~~ But halfway through the class, time kitorang (that is to say me and my other classmates) dah separuh jalan buat drawing, there came an IM from Ayie. Yeah, Ayie, my classmate who was sitting 4 seats behind me.

ayie : weh
ayie : page brape a?

Guling2 saya dan Azman gelak. Hello~~ Dah banyak gile cikgu ajar membebel kat depan suh ikut, dia baru nak tanye page brape. Hampeh sungguh.

Takde ape nak cakap sebenarnye. Just wanna share something about me.

Saya selalu rasa lonely yang amat bile cuaca sejuk/angin kencang/hujan ribut. Lonely yang membuatkan saya takut nak tido seorang. Saya pun tak tau sejak bile saya begini. Mungkin sebab pernah suatu masa, saya terpaksa jalan pulang sendiri melalui lorong yang gelap pada waktu malam ketika taufan melanda. Saya ingat lagi waktu itu kesejukan daki bukit yang tinggi. Angin kuat sampai bergoncang pokok sekitar. Honestly saya sendiri rasa nak terbang, ok. Certain people suke tido waktu macam itu. Mungkin kerana sejuk maka bleh tido lena. Saya pun pernah rasa begitu. Tapi sekarang tak lagi. Semakin kuat angin kat luar, semakin saya tak boleh tido. Trauma kot. Haha.

Kk. Till then

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Uh~ Semalam sungguh penat. Dari tengahari sampai ke malam lepak dengan adik2 sayang :p But it did feel weird bile you've spent your whole days in the crowd with companies around and suddenly bile anda balik rumah, you are all alone on your own. The feeling of sudden loneliness. Dan tibe2 mate saya terasa berat adjusting to the bright lights of my own room. Berpinar sekejap. Or is it sebab sy penat sangat?

Oh, semalam saya ke COEX Mall. But for the first time saya ke COEX, saya tak pergi window shopping. I didn't go into Teenie Weenie. I didn't go into Giordano. I didn't go into Soul21. I didn't even go into Accessorize. Even when I went to Clue next door for Pkah's necklace and pendant. Baik kan saya? I focused on what I have to buy, knowing that kalau saya masuk kedai2 laen itu, jawabnye saya rambang mata tengok winter coats :p

1st stop ke Evan Records. Cari DVDs yang Aini ngn Alin pesan. Um.. All About DBSK Season 1 memang dah takde kot. Tak jumpe pun OST cerita Wedding. Cerita tu tak popular la Alin. Tapi.... saya jumpe DVD cerita Wedding tu. The whole episodes. Nak beli, tapi mahal amat. 88000 won okeh. Plus minus RM350 kat Malaysia. So, no. Why pay for RM350 when you can watch it for free on the internet. Duh~

Pastu masuk Enter6. Tak best pun Enter6 ni. Tapi saya tengah cari souvenir kan? So, cukup syarat jek la masuk. Takde ape yang menarik. Mahal gile plak tu. Pastu gi Megabox. Oopss!! Bukan tengok wayang :p. Dulu kat Megabox tingkat bawah tu ade iRiver shop. Tapi bile saya pergi kali ni, kedai tu dah takde. Instead ade sweets cafe. Duh~ Lame bangett dah tak pergi COEX. And kat atas tu ade a very cool M-Station where u can watch tv and play internet. Lawa sebab everything is in white.

And then jumpe Qila, Dayu ngn Ejat kat The Body Shop. Diorang tengok perfume. Saya pun tengok gak. Eheh~ Tapi tak beli pun. Tak berminat. Tapi kan, kenape bile tengok harga kat sini 15000 won saya rasa murah, tapi bile kat Malaysia Rm40+ terasa mahal? Adekah sebab 15000 won kat sini bleh bli 3 meals, tapi RM40 kat Malaysia bleh bli 10 meals? Susah rupenye jadi teenagers yang membesar kat Malaysia sebab kene mengorbankan 10 meals untuk beli sebotol perfume. Apatah lagi celak, maskara, lip gloss dan sebagainye. Lucky me, I'm not the kind of person who cares about those stuff. At least not until I have to.

After that we visited UniQlo. Reminded me of The Reject Shop. But since I'm in no mood to shop for clothes, I went on my own to Link'O. Cari hadiah Totin. See, Tot!! I've got your present :p And then, Mc D and Lion lepak a shop *they're obsessed with Apple* while saya, Dayu, Ejat and Qila went to shop for the rest of my things. Pkah's necklace and pendant at Clue. And later on after Maghrib, we went to Hyundai's department store, next door. To those yang kaya sket biasa shop at Hyundai, while teenagers spent their money at COEX. Tapi since saya found nothing kat COEX, terpaksa la masuk Hyundai. Weee~ I just love their shining floor and sleek decor :p





Jalan2 Hyundai jap. After beli hadiah gi dinner. Jumpe balik McD ngan Mira kat Paris Croissant tengah makan kek. Later on gi lepak Baskin Robbins. Then baru balik.

Sampai Kochok lepak CanMore dulu. Baru balik rumah. Penat dan sungguh sakit pinggang.



Damn. Argghh~~ Betul ke tak cukup kalsium?? Uh Farini... bile nak blaja minum susu ni????

Till then =)

Assalamualaikum

Saya mimpi malam tadi.
Mimpi mengong.
Hahahahahahahaha~
ROFLMAO

Scoff.
As if ler sangat.
Ceh.
Kk nak gi COEX.
Sape nak ikut?