- Saturday, March 27, 2010

Assalamualaikum

I've watched Alice in Wonderland. Twice. But I sticked to my opinion that the storyline is not that interesting. The whole setup is funny though. Very fairytale-like. But when I finished watching it for the first time, I found myself disliking the ending. Why did she have to return to the real world. And why didn't they show her returning back to Wonderland again for good? I did expect her to return again. Just like the boy in The Book of Lost Things did.

I was always into fairytales myself. I loved ball gowns and any story that involved a charming prince and a beautiful lady. My family nicknamed me Kak Ni in Wonderland. For I never seemed to grow out of those stories. Imagination is where I retreated to everytime I found the reality too harsh. But as I grow up and settled at my own 'wonderland', as what I call it lately, my friends found me more logical than imaginative. My advices are always based on cold, hard facts.

And thus, when I finished watching the movie for the second time, I came to understand why Alice chose to leave Wonderland.

Assalamualaikum

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- Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Assalamualaikum

Saya suka how Moshitta and I are currently experiencing completely different thing but we still remember to share anything we find interesting throughout the whole process. It kind of remind me of the first time we get into university and how we talked about our first classes over fresh toast and chocolate milk. Oh ketika itu masih naif lagi. Belum pandai minum kopi. Tapi kepada semua penyambung legacy di Korea University, kalau kamu get through the sleepless nights without a single cup of coffee kamu memang hebat.

Saya tak tahu nak makan apa. For the past four days I have been eating fast food non-stop. Even kuay teow is not that tempting anymore. Got to go now. See you soon.

Assalamualaikum

T.T

- Monday, March 1, 2010

Assalamualaikum

I'm not in a good state currently. At the point that I refuse to make contact with anybody. Except loved ones. And when I say loved ones, I mean LOVED ONES.

I realized today that no amount of crying would ever make me feel better. No amount of good food would. Neither will any amount of good shopping.

I am just broken.

Like there is this thing inside my throat that feels like exploding but just can't. So it stayed in near-exploding state.

I am a fool for thinking that I can ever survive. Yes?

I miss Moshitta a lot, I practically shed tears just by typing the word down.

Assalamualaikum

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