Agonizing Abeek

Assalamualaikum

Farini is supposed to be finishing 3 reports plus 1 abeek form today but instead of doing so she happily sips caramel latte and eat and eat and eat. Bukan taknak buat lah. I just find it so hard to concentrate writing 배려 essay. And there's the agony of filling in abeek form. One of the thing i dislike doing : filling in forms.

Semalam we went for 배려 meeting to discuss the upcoming presentation tomorrow. Kami buka cerita tentang apa orang Korea rasa tentang Korea Utara. As I quietly listened to them telling how they felt, how they still want to help the North Korea because they are of the same race, I couldn't help feeling a bit sad. Er sampai mengalir air mata kat situ =p. Farini memang pandai nangis, tak payah cakap pun tak apa. Tapi memang sedih. Kan cuma sebab ideologi yang berbeza. Mesti ke sampai berbunuh-bunuhan? Macam isu 13 Mei. Sigh. Politik memang menakutkan.

A line from Nur Kasih, "Menangis bukan boleh bawak balik Adam." Or something along the line. 아무리 울어봐도 몸소리 쳐봐도 변한 것 하나 없어. Kan kita selalu dengar ayat tu. Menangis tak boleh mengubah apa-apa kenyataan. Menangis tak boleh membetulkan keadaan. Menangis tak boleh buatkan realiti yang saya akan tinggalkan Korea in about 3 weeks jadi mimpi semata =p. Ya betul. Tapi pada asalnya pun kita bukan menangis untuk menukar apa-apa kan? Kita menangis sebab kita nak menangis lah. Sebab rasa sedih. Mungkin juga sebab sakit gigi =p.

I should get back to Fluid Mechanics homework. Bedtime story for today would be drawing notes. Saya mahu sambung baca Wizard Bakery lah T.T

Assalamualaikum

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