Alone

Alone

Assalamualaikum

Right now I'm struggling to keep myself sane.
A war with your own self is definitely more than exhausting.
My heart ache so much it felt like bursting any moment.
I have to consciously strain myself from covering my face with my comforter, afraid I might unconsciously suffocate myself.
I need a hug and an assurance.
I need to get my feet firm on the ground.
I need to get a grip.
I wonder why this thing always happen to me on holiday.
Too much leisure time is definitely not a good thing.

*Do you think the doctor would prescribe me any sleeping pills to help me go to sleep ek?

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