Luahan

- Friday, November 30, 2007

Luahan

Assalamualaikum

Ok. Sesi meluah perasaan.

17 hari lagi nak balik.
Sungguh tertekan ok.
Pressure gile.
And as if that's not enough, saya pegi jalan2 friendster.
Oh, hebat, Farini.
Clap! Clap!
I never knew I could be that helpful to myself.
More claps!
Oh, ok.
It's not the time to be sarcastic and mean.
Umm.. well.
A friend suggested that I quit worrying and just be myself.
Problem is : I don't think I'm ok as myself.
Ok as a friend.
But what about anything else?
You don't think so too, do you?
And I'm upset now coz I spent hours searching for presents but ended up with nothing.
Nothing that is even acceptable.
I envy Kelly a lot...
Sigh.
Building self-confidence is definitely nowhere near English-Communication easy.

Guilty

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Guilty

Assalamualaikum

Arggghh~ Saya rasa sungguh bersalah hari ni. The guilt weigh heavier each second that passed during our 50 minutes class. Damn~ That teach me not to leave my work undone. Ok. Here goes the story.

Last tuesday, saya salah bawak notebook ke class. Instead of notebook Internal Combustion and Automotive Engineering, saya bawak another notebook which was the compilation of CAM, Refrigerating and Air Conditioning Technology, Applied Maths and my very own summarized exam notes. Oh ye. Saya slalu begini. One big fat notebooks untuk beberapa subjek. And summary of notes yang saya kene hafal untuk semua subjek in one section of the notebook. And saya salin jek notes automotive hari tu dalam buku nota yang salah, thinking that balik nanti nak rewrite. Tapi saya malas nak rewrite (or rather, saya dah terlupe pun saya kne rewrite balik bende itu) saya ke sekolah dengan notebook yang betul, but missing one class punye notes. And before class, cikgu tu refer notes saya untuk pastikan sampai mane dia dah ajar. Like he always did. I am, after all, the good student. Since saya miss one class punye notes, notes saya cuma sampai transmission when actually we are currently studying suspension system. So cikgu tu spent the 50 minutes repeating everything yang dia ajar in the past class. And I feel terribly terrible. Sebab semua orang kene listen tu everything all over again. Terasa saya telah mencuri masa diorang since we can learn about new things patutnye. Aaaaaa~~~

Balik kelas tu, saya kate sorry kat budak2 Malaysia yang laen, since asyik dengar diorang complain knape cikgu repeat.


SORRY AR WEHH~

SIRYES TAK SENGAJA.

LEN KALI JANGAN KASIK AKU DOK DEPAN.

OKEH?


Dulu2 time kat skola, saya tak mungkin duduk depan skali di atas sebab ini. Cikgu mesti refer notes budak yang duduk depan skali. Memandangkan saya time kat skola adelah student yang tak pernah complete notes dan jarang2 siap homework, saya mesti tanak duduk depan skali. Biasanya mesti Atie depan saya :p Sebab notes Atie lawa2 belaka. Cume since masuk college ni, saya blaja buat nota sendiri. Summarize nota sendiri for exam. And bla bla bla. And sume cikgu pun tau they can count on my notes sebab tu cikgu tadi refer notes saya. Argghh~ Rasa bersalah lagi. Dah dah. Baek siapkan notes yang refrigerating hari tu. Tak karang sia2 jek kalau cikgu check lagi. Uh~

Till then.

Arghh

- Wednesday, November 28, 2007

ARGHH~~

Assalamualaikum

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA


SAPE NAMPAK CERTIFICATE OF COMPLETION KOREAN LANGUAGE PROGRAMME SAYA????


Hari tu time busy2 nak submit borang KU, kene anta copy cert tu.
Pas copy tu rasanye ade bawak bende tu gi umah Tori skali.
Takkan cicir cam passport kot.
Tapi kalau cicir, takkan la Diyana takde jumpa skali.
Ah, confirm tak cicir punye.
Bende tu besa same ngan copy cert tu.
Kalau ade pegang copy tu, mesti ade pegang cert skali.
Takkan satu jek cicir.
Aaaa~
Damn!
Camne ni??

Quickie

- Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Quickie

Assalamualaikum

Tadi tengok drama korea. Delightful Girl Chun Hyang.


지금은 혼자서 좋아해도..
나중에..
좀 더 나중에..
그 사람도 내가 그사람을 지금 좋아하는 것 처럼 나를 좋아할 거야
그 날 올 때까지
내가 꼭 그 사람의 옆에 있어 주고
꼭 기다려 줄 거다


Till then.

A Story To Tell

- Sunday, November 25, 2007

A Story To Tell

Assalamualaikum

Gile rekod seminggu tak update. Hahaha~ Takde ar busy pun. Lebih kepada malas. Takde ape sangat yang berlaku dalam seminggu ni. Cume pegi skola balik skola hari2.

Jumaat lepas gi buat beef sandwich kat hostel. Yumm~ Dah lame teringin nak makan. Kalau dulu tu makanan time2 tengah siege =p. After makan with the girls *Kelly buat mashed potatoes* sambil tengok ANTM dan pelbagai cerita drama melayu bersiri, saya keluar ke CanMore dengan midsummer baby =) Makan cheesecake and wedges sambil berbuai riang *ayat x bleh blah :p* Tapi mesti pasni midsummer baby tanak kasik saya duduk kat buai tu lagi. Sebab saya buai sampai nak langgar sepasang couple korea yang sedang bermesra kat blakang. Har har har :D

Saya sebenarnya tengah sakit perut dari malam tadi sampai pagi ni. Uhh~ sungguh seksa. At first terasa nak pegi Myeongdong today after siege sebab nak search lagi hadiah birthday untuk Ejat. Semalam dah beli. Tapi tak puas hati sebab hadiah itu tak cukup personal. So nak cari lagi. Tapi sangat sakit perut. Nak kemas dapur untuk masak lunch pun sangat tak larat.

Bercakap mengenai hadiah birthday, we are 44 days away to turning 22!! 22. DUA PULUH DUA. Uh~~Dah dewasa. Kidstar slalu panggil saya Kak Farini. Ceh~ Helo2! Takde dalam sejarah junior lelaki panggil saya kakak okeh. Anyway, birthday wishlist will be up soon. At least a month before birthday. So that you'll have plenty of time to get it ready :p. But then again, I don't think this year's list going to be long. Sebab ade a few things jek yang saya betul2 nak right now. And they are expensive. As if in EXPENSIVE. But then again, it's not the price that counts. It's how much effort you put in to buy me that something. How much effort you put in to get me something that I'd, at least, like.

Really, saya sangat tak tahu kenapa lelaki boleh tak tau nak belikan hadiah ape untuk perempuan. Punye la melambak barang orang perempuan kat kedai. Or is it that you don't know which one yang perempuan akan suke? :p Let me tell you this one story yang saya sangat suke about this 2 guy friends of mine in search of my birthday present.

Ok. It was my birthday 2 years ago. The one we celebrated at the ski resort. So mesti la diorang kene beli present tu before going kan? Actually, yang nak beli ni sorang jek. Yang sorang lagi tu tukang teman. So this good friend of mine decided to buy me a clothes. Tapi, dia tak tau nak beli yang mane satu since dia tak tau macam mane taste perempuan. So what the 2 of them did was, they stood outside the shop, (not literally OUTSIDE the shop. It was a mall, so they were practically just hovering around) and wait until a beautiful korean girl walks in. Stalked her and watch carefully what she picked up. And diorang tunggu until perempuan cantik tu pilih whatever yang dia rasa cantik and made her buy. Then diorang picked up the exact same baju (in the smallest size. lol) for me, thinking that whatever yang perempuan cantik tu rasa cantik, mesti saya pun rasa cantik.

The first thing yang saya rasa after saya dengar cerita tu was outrage. Sebab all these while I thought that that friend of mine yang pilih sendiri baju itu untuk saya (saya baru tau cerite ini a few months ago. hee~) when in truth dia tak bother pun untuk fikir which one I'd like most. Dia just pick up something yang orang laen pick up. But that was the first thing I felt. The next minute, I felt totally touched. Heartmelt. Coz it's not like diorang tak bother. It's just that they bother too much that they were afraid I wouldn't like the one they choose. Kerana mereka tak pandai memilih baju perempuan. Fullstop. And now that I think about it, it was cute, wasn't it? That's what I mean by how much effort you put in to get me something that I like.

Terima kasih kamu dan kamu. Saya suka baju itu hingga hari ini =)

Dan oppss~ don't get me wrong. I do cherish everything else I got. Just that I think this story is a bit cute to tell.

Dan saya tak mau bagitau siapa 2 orang kawan itu.

Bluweekkk :p

Till then =)

Hello Cruel Winter

- Sunday, November 18, 2007

Hello Cruel Winter

Assalamualaikum

Actually, I planned to get my Applied Maths homework done, but apparently, I couldn't seem to be able to figure out what's wrong with my integration works. First try is a nonsense. I wasted 3 pink papers for it. 2nd try after lunch, I did get the answer right. Ok. So I decided to do it all over again. This time, a lil bit more neatly. So that anybody who asks to borrow my homework is able to read and understand it properly. But this time, I didn't get the answer right. Oh well, I did use a different method from the one I used at my 2nd attempt. But I triple-checked everything and I still don't know what's wrong. Uhh~ I sooooo hate Fourier series.

Then I joined my clannies went for Queen Ant raid. Raid yang super leceh. But got tons of drops. I picked up a d-grade sword and enchanted it up to 8 before it evaporated. Wanted to go for more raids but it's Moshitta's turn to cook. So I decided that while waiting for him, I'm going to upload the Azman's group presentation for them. Tried changing the file name *so that they won't be having "GABUNGAN MENJADI TRANSFORMERS" as their file name on the internet* but couldn't. In fact, I couldn't access the file in any ways. Damn. Tunggu diorg balik kelas maths baru tanye.

Ooo.. ok. Last Saturday night, we got annual dinner at Seoul World Cup Convention Hall. Seating list were bad. Table arrangements were worse. Food was plenty. But ade sosej and daging itik yang tak tau datang dari mana. All over... let's just say it was less than last year. Our batch's video even kne stopped halfway sebab nak kejar masa. Tanak komplen panjang. The good part of it is that I got to sit with Moshitta, Scarsion and Scarsion's Choco Ball Queen :p Well, ok, in the seating list, I was supposed to sit with Scarsion's Choco Ball Queen at one end of the hall and Moshitta at the other end. But Moshitta changed his seat and Scarsion came to sit with his queen. So, yeah, at least it was nice and not that boring.




"How deep is your love?"
"Oh, very deep :p"

Outside, it's light snowing.
I remember our first snow.
"Tengok belakang ko," you said.
And as I turned around,
I saw fat, white snowflakes.
I turned back front,
Saw your mischievous smile.
"선생님, 눈이 와요!"
Teacher, it's snowing!





Oh awak...
Saya siryes tak kisah kalau awak tak mengarang puisi melankolik buat saya.
Mahupun menghadiahkan frame gambar besa2.
Ataupun mengirimkan bunga yang disembur perfume.

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Sebab saya mimpi ngeri malam tadi :p

*ni sme sbb totin ar. ceh*

3 Things to Tell

- Friday, November 16, 2007

3 Things to Tell

Assalamualaikum


Tadi saya ade sesi meluah perasaan dengan my lil sis, Kiki. Meluahkan sume benda yang saya simpan sejak semalam. Response pertama Kiki :

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Admittedly, ni kali pertama saya tengok Kiki mencarut direct. Saya pun tak pernah mencarut tau. Kiki kata pengaruh anasir Sunway. Cehh~ Nevertheless, at least she cares. And at least saya bleh bagitau dia sume bende yang saya rasa semenjak semalam. And the moment saya luahkan semuanya, I felt like my heart was going to explode. Badan saya menggeletar sikit. And baru saya sedar how mad I was about the whole situation sebenarnya. And to finally actually have someone to confide things to... you won't understand how it feels. Lucky me Kiki grew up 10 years in girls' school. So she completely understands me. Ok, Ki, balik nanti aku blanje ko TGIFridays k. Ape? Nak baju? Kasut? Bleh2. *padahal seblom2 ni kalau dia kata nak pun saya belikan jek. ceh*

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Um.. pagi tadi borak dengan Su. And then she said this :


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Oh ye. My special someone ialah seorang yang sangat memahami. Lucky me :p Tapi pun, kalau saya nak emo atas sebab itu, it is admittedly understandable. Kalau dia kata tanak memahami lantas membiarkan saya berguling2 emo seorang diri..... itu namenye....... KEJAM!

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I've been through enough these 2 days so saya malas comment panjang.

i.love.him

sekian terima kasih

Therapy

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Therapy


Assalamualaikum

Hooraayyy~ Saya dah tak emo lagi *grins ear to ear*

Rahsianye??

Fries as therapy.

It's just soooo Farini-ish.

Some people takes chocolate when they are down. I do too, sometimes. When I was younger, it was always Vochelle *no-nuts!* with Cokes. Sebab waktu itu that was like the only thing I could afford to buy. I was still a school girl, kan? Duit belanja pun papa dengan mama yang bagi. You might say that Vochelle and Cokes berharga lebih kurang sama dengan sekotak fries, but, when I say fries as therapy, it doesn't mean a box of them. It's 2. And sometimes 3. So, no. I couldn't afford it. Besides, it's not like mama nak kasik saya lari gi Summit by myself everytime saya emo. Saya kan kecik lagi time tu. Haha :D

Tapi bile dah besa I can afford to go to some extend to make myself happy. Semalam I was even thinking of going to Yongsan today untuk beli PSP. Just so I'll feel a bit better *ceh. alasan semate :p* And so malam tadi, sejuk2 saya keluar cari fries. Dengan midsummer baby. Though dia at first tak tau kenapa saya moody, dia layankan jek teman saya though malam tadi sejuk gile. *thx T.T*

Umm.. ok. Hari ni sungguh sejuk. Dah winter ke ek? Sebab weather forecast menjangkakan snowing this coming tuesday. Bet it's not going to be hard. Just light snow and ice jek kot. But get your shoes ready for a slippier road, friends =) *I want my snow boots plix!*

Well, ok. That day kan, there's this post at bulletin board fs that caught my eyes. Nothing serious or anything. But interesting. Here goes :

You (that means everyone who reads this) are given one chance to ask me one question.

And I'll answer it no matter how crazy it is.

Send your question in the comment box. Or you can pm me on my ym. If it's too personal, I'll answer you back on pm too. But, yeah, I'll answer it anyhow. Just am curious if there's anything you'd want to know about me.

[edited] Saya spent half an hour kat saloon tadi. Teman midsummer baby potong rambut. Dah seminggu dia bising2 nak potong ke tanak. Last2 trim sket jek. Tapi nampak la pendek sket compared to dulu. Nampak lagi budak2 sket. Ahahaha~ Hilang dah muke matured awk :p
Kk. See ya =)




P/S : Oh ye. Special thanks to those who cares =) Don't worry, I won't stress out over such small things anymore. It's not good for my skin, I know *wink*

Child's Play

- Thursday, November 15, 2007

Child's Play

Assalamualaikum


Aaaaaaaaaaaa~ Siryes saya dah malas join PERMAINAN KANAK-KANAK ni. Bercakap dengan orang perempuan memang ibarat join flaming kat flame pit. Sampai bile2 pun tak abes. Haihh~ *bercakap bajet diri sendiri bukan perempuan :p* Dah ar. Kalau nak sangat menang, hah, amek! AMEK!! Puas ati??

Opps, teremo lak pagi2 camni. Emo dari malam bawak ke pagi. Emo sampai dah tade perasaan terhadap bende2 laen lagi. Mahupun result paper Applied Maths yang macam bengong malam tadi. Haihh~ Dari saya menyemakkan kepala pikir benda2 remeh ni, baek concentrate buat graduation project yang nak kena hantar 2 minggu lagi. Tak pun prepare untuk presentation refrigerating and air conditioning technology next week. Kamu semua boleh NYAH dari kepala saya sekarang juga!

Dah. Nak bersiap gi test circuit untuk graduation project.


Entry Jiwa Kacau

- Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Entry Jiwa Kacau

Assalamualaikum

Wooo~ Time2 saya dah free, time2 tu la sume orang laen busy. Haih~ So, here I am, all alone again waiting for midsummer baby to be home. Dan kalau saya bosan, I'll always have 47543298759381745 peperos to eat while waiting. Duh~

Just now was talking to Pato. Pato kate kalau takde aral, dia nak visit Seoul next summer dengan Hanan. O yeah. Can't wait to see them. Pe lagi Pagel. Sile kumpul duit dari skarang so that ko pun cukup duit nk bayar airfare ke Seoul next year. Bawak Amy skali. Kkthxbb :p

Also, borak ngan Pato pasal PSP. Tadi dalam kelas Hyo-Seok oppa tayang PSP dia. Damn. Makin tengok makin rasa nak beli. But no way, Farini. Not until you score at least a 4.4 this sem. Got that?

Well, saya kan, cuma seorang girl yang plain dan boring. I'm the kind of girl who is good at study and nothing else. Tapi pun, saya sentiasa try my best in everything. Tapi kenape ek saya always ended up hurting orang lain? Orang yang saya tak kenal plak tu. Dan even bile saya hurt orang lain, percaya atau tidak, saya sendiri got hurt. Dan kadang2 luka pada saya itu lebih lambat sembuh dari luka yang saya buat pada orang lain.

Sometimes, I really want to see for myself the pain that I caused. Want to ask them 괜찮아? 많이 아퍼? Are you ok? Does it hurt much? 미안하다. 나 때문에 이렇게 상처 받았어. I'm sorry. You went through sufferings because of me. But in reality, I can't do that. Even when I honestly do care about how they feel, they won't think about it that way. Plus, I've once been on the losing side. I know how it feels like not wanting any sympathy from the winning side.

Winning feels good when you were still in high school where you didn't get to win much over anything. Be it the lead actress spot in your school play, or the captaincy of your house, or the best seat in the library or even the quarrel with the boys in your class. But when you are 21 and all you do is hurting others on your way to winning, it feels less somehow.

Ok. Sila jangan peduli. Saya agak jiwa kacau 2-3 hari ni. Thanks to kamu, kamu, kamu dan kamu yang berjaya grab my attention.

Till then.

Pepero Day

- Monday, November 12, 2007

Pepero Day

Assalamualaikum


Semalam ialah Hari Pepero. And I was a bit busy that I didn't get the time to wish everyone a Happy Pepero Day. Anyway, Happy Belated Pepero Day =))) Thanks to everybody yang took the time and effort to buy me one. And to those yang tak dapat, make sure next year buat early request, k? Just so I won't miss you out. To McD, Ejat, Qila, and Dayu yang complaint apsal korang punye kecik dan tak colourful : WEH, SILE JANGAN MEMANDANG RUPE. KORANG PUNYE TU LEBIH SEDAP TAU. BETTER THINGS COME IN SMALLER SIZES APE. CONTOHNYE, MCD :p



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part of the peperos I gave out




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part of the peperos I got




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bukan milik saya :p




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milik saya :p



Ok, abes crite pepero. Esok saya exam. Presentation satu ape pun tak siap lagi. Nota pun baru siap buat. Kejap lagi baru nak hafal. Uh~

[*edited*] oh ye, saya sayang pepero itu. Rasa tanak makan jek :p


So, let's get busy :D

Early Bird

- Saturday, November 10, 2007

Early Bird

Assalamualaikum

7.02 a.m when I started writing this. Pretty early, kan? 2 nights ago I went to bed with a heavy head on my shoulder coz I can't seem to decide which university to apply for. But the next morning as soon as I got up, I extracted the application form from Korea University and so yeah, I'm officially going to be a junior at KU next year.

Tapi siryes saya tak suka isi borang yang leceh. Especially the part yang suruh anda write (read : boast) tentang diri anda. Haih~ Leceh nk pikir. Macam mana anda menyatakan semua sifat baik yang ade pada anda (so that they'll consider your application) without sounding like a boastful cow. What is your plan after graduating from Korea University? What kind of question was that? Saya nak kawen dan menjadi surirumah tangga. Boleh? :p Kidding mens. Saya nak sambung master okeh. Or rather, saya KENE sambung master.

But honestly, saya benci bile saya kne buat keputusan mcm ni. Last time masa pilih aliran time form 4 pun, papa yg decide sy nk pilih aliran ape. Turned out saya dapat tekno. Cool. Time pilih matriks pun, saya ikut kawan2. Mane mereka pilih, itu yang saya pilih. Gi Korea? It's not the choice I made. Instead, JPA yang buat keputusan itu untuk saya. Course saya sekarang? Gi tanye bdak2 lineage. Diorang yang beriye2 suruh saya amek. Jangan silap. Bukan itu maksudnye saya tak buat pilihan saya. Saya pilih juga. Saya pilih nasihat kawan mane satu yang saya nak dengar. Kan pilih gak tu. Besides, kadang2 orang sekeliling kite knal perwatakan kite, lebih dari kite knal diri sendiri.

Ok2, saya tau it was early Saturday morning. A nice, cool one to laze inside the duvet till the sun is completely up, tapi.......:p Dan saya gi call Dina though Malaysia waktu tu was only nearing 6 a.m. Takpe, dia budak medic. Kne la praktis untuk get ready kne panggil time2 tengah tido. In case ade emergency. Haha :p Dalam ngantuk2 Dina ceramah panjang pada saya. Haihh~ Lame tak dengar dia membebel. Hurm...

I'm sorry, girl, but you missed out
Well, tough luck, that boy's mine now
We are more than just good friends
This is how the story ends

Dan bile saya kata I'm sorry, trust me, I honestly do.

1st Tutoring Class

- Wednesday, November 7, 2007

1st Tutoring Class

Assalamualaikum

Saya baru habis tutoring. Turned out sume tutees saya adelah perempuan. HOORAAYYY!!! See, saya dah teka dah tutor saya perempuan. Mane ade lelaki nama Kim Bo-Ra. Bo-Ra literally means purple. What kind of guy would have purple as name? Duh~ Lelong la ni yang kata diorang lelaki. Haih~ I was relieved that they are girls. Well, at least it won't be boring.

Dan saya rasa mereka mesti suke saya as tutor mereka. Coz I spent our tutor times doing their homeworks while listening to them chatting about everything. Their cousins, their friends, the senior they fancied, the type of guys they'd want to date, when is their 1st kiss, when will they get married, how many kids they want, what's their plan for marriage, what they wanna do with their boyfriend if they have one and bla bla bla. Nak cerite confirm tak cukup space. Ha-Eun, one of the girls, works part time at Guro CGV and she promised to give me extra popcorn when I come for movie :p

Originally, I planned to spend tonight farming more ancient adenas. Tapi npc down lak. So now I got nothing to do. Semalam masa try bawak NicoRobin spoiling S-grade weapon parts kat FOG, saya dapat Majestic boots. Weee~

Oh ye, tadi mereka tanye tentang my special someone. Saya jawab sebanyak mana yang saya rasa selesa untuk jawab secara jujur. Honestly, kalau orang bertanya pada saya direct, saya pun akan jawab direct juga. I prefer people asking me and hear everything from myself rather than make their own version of stories. Tanya saya dan saya akan jawab sejujurnya ape2 yang saya rasa saya boleh beritahu kamu. About anything. But understand that there are things I'd want to keep to myself too. Kamu pun begitu, kan? Tak kire macam mana kamu suke pun attention others, there are things you'd like to hide from others' view. Tak kire macam mana rapat pun kamu dengan kawan2 kamu, there are things you don't feel like telling them. And tak kire macam mana kamu open dengan special someone kamu pun, there are things you think is best for them not to know. Kan? Those are the things we call P.R.I.V.A.C.Y

Uh, ok. Tak tau nak tulis ape lagi. See ya then =)

Break

- Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Break

Assalamualaikum

Yeah!!! Dh abes busy episod pertama!!! Dah boleh update blog panjang2!!! Horaayyy~

This morning when I finally get out of the shower, it was already 9.05a.m. Biasa la klas hari Selasa. Nak kena explain lagi skali ke? Dalam saya tengah bersiap pakai baju, kemas bed, *Sebab midsummer baby nak datang. Kalau tak tunggu balik kelas jek baru kemas. Haha :p* Saya call Azman, nak tanye cikgu dah datang ke. Cuak gak sebab Azman tak angkat. Hantar message kata kalau cikgu datang sile message saya. Dan2 tengah taip tu, datang message dari Hanis dengan ayat yang sebijik sama dengan ayat yang saya nak tulis kat Azman. Kalau kyosu dah datang message aku. Duh~ Sume orang lambat. Exam Automotive ok kot. Just kantoi time dia suruh bahagikan truck mengikut kegunaan. Takde pun dalam nota saya, jadi, kite bantai suda~

Mesti anda tertanye2 kan kenapekah dah lame saya tak update? Kan dah kata saya busy amat. Starting with Saturday. I'm so not gonna talk about my Applied Maths exam. Cukup sekadar kat soalan kata 160 tapi saya kire 150. Haih. Basic careless mistake yang budak darjah 1 buat. Lepas exam ade shooting untuk video batch. Lari2. Lompat2. Petang tu ade baking class kat bilik Su. Abes saya angkut oven, mixer ngan piping set sume ke sana. Malam tu lak jamuan Hari Raya KUK. Makan sampai sendawa jintan ngan ketumbar. Ahahaha~ Balik tu aktiviti melepak bersama girls. Takyah la cerite panjang ok?

Esoknye siege Gludio Castle. Our castle. Siege yang menakutkan. Nasib mic saya rosak. Kalau tak confirm satu ally dengar saya menjerit kat ventrilo. Castle bocor sampai throne room. Kitorang terpaksa play defensive stance belakang pintu. Lepas siege tu, saya start tolong midsummer baby siapkan model untuk graduation project dia. Busy sampai ke malam. Precisely the thing that took up all my time up till today. Malam tadi after siapkan semua benda, kitorang go online untuk raid. Stay up sampai pukul 1.30 pagi. Tapi lepas tu pun tidur tak brape nyenyak. Sebab sejuk sangat. Uh~

Oh ye. Mulai next week, saya akan take Applied Maths class on Wednesday instead of Monday. Sebab Monday tu saya kene buat tutoring. So kelas Applied Maths tidak bosan lagi :) *sebab bleh usha midsummer baby :p*

Enough talking about myself. Let's talk about other things. Um.. precisely pasal what happen to this friend of mine. Not sure if she wants to be exposed to the world. Trust me, she is popular enough without having me to mention about her in my blog. Ok, here I'll talk about what I think of the whole thing.

Saya honestly sungguh rasa shocked. Reading everything he/she said. Wujud gak orang yang macam tu rupenye. Ok, I'm a heavy gamer. Kalau gi forum l2w tu, flame memang tahap entah ape2. Tu baru kat section Server1. Belom lagi gi tengok kat Flame Pit. But that is game. At least diorang gaduh kutuk mengutuk sebab they pissed each other ingame. But ape la sangat yang my friend buat pada orang tu sampai macam tu skali dia nak kutuk. Kenal pun tidak. At least in game, kalau hari ni flaming macam ape, besok kalau dah handholding dah ok dah. Everybody knows that those flaming is just in game. Nothing personal.

Saya takde la rapat gile dengan kawan itu, tapi dia tetap seorang kawan. Yang saya kenal dari umur saya 8 tahun. And saya rasa even kalau saya tak kenal dia skali pun, I'm going to take her side. Sebab obviously, orang baik takkan kata orang lain jahat kan? Saying bad things to others just proves that you are the one who's bad. And in my opinion, you just sound like another non-factor, attention-seeking whore. Ape pun yang anda dapat bile buat camtu ek? Does every bad words that come out of your mouth actually increase your IQ by 10? Or does it increase your CGPA by 0.5? Or does it increase your paycheck by 100 bucks. No. It won't make her look worser and it won't even make you look better. Saying her stupid won't make u anymore smarter. Saying her coward won't make u anymore braver *hell, u are not even brave enough to put your name. sape yang sembunyi skarang??* Saying her cheap won't make u anymore precious. Jadi ape sangat yang kamu dapat ek? Kepuasan sebab dapat menegakkan ego? I don't know. And I won't bother to find out. Coz I am never u.

Dah. Penat membebel panjang. This is what I captured on my way home from school.

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Bright yellow leaves of autumn :)


Before leave nak kate HAPPY BIRTHDAY IJAT SAYANG!! *ahahahha :p*

Sleepless

- Saturday, November 3, 2007

Assalamualaikum

I HATE IT WHEN I CAN'T GO BACK TO SLEEP!

Benci!

Benci!

Coz I'm going to have to be alone in the middle of the night (Ok, it's 6.30. Takde la malam sangat. But, whatever)

And I'm so not going to study maths.

Ok, there's something in my mind yang menyebabkan saya tak bleh nak pegi tido balik.

Jadi perlukah saya mengejutkan seantero persatuan pelajar malaysia korea untuk sama2 menemani saya yang tak bleh tido ni?

Jawapannye mesti la tak, kan? Mau saya kene ban time annual dinner karang. Besides, sape la sangat yang nak stay awake di pagi nan dingin ni. Batchmates2 yang supposed ade paper besok pun sume lena diulit mimpi sudeh.

Pat myself on the head.

Hug myself tight.

Tell myself, "Everything's ok."

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But still, I can't go to sleep.

Demm~

Ada Apa Dengan November

- Thursday, November 1, 2007

Ada Apa Dengan November
Assalamualaikum


1st day of November greeted Seoul with a chilly wind sweeping around the city. Outside, the sky is a clear blue with specks of clouds here and there. One may easily mistook it as one of those bright summer day. But in truth, it was a windy, cold autumn's. Playing on the speaker is the song Sembunyi by Misha Omar and Andy Flop Poppy. I still am wearing my pink jumper over my black sweater though I've been home since an hour ago. My room is as always. Messy. The marking of exams period.

Um.. well, teknik penulisan makin teruk kan? Whatever. I'm not gonna be an author. Or an English teacher. Malam tadi I went emo. Kerana saya tak jumpa buku teks sequence control saya at the time I needed it. Duh~ Saya tengah pujuk Adeeb crite problem dia while doing the circuits and saya tak ingat the output address for a word type data. The book was nowhere to be seen. I rummaged through the drawers and everywhere else I could think of. And the tension add up when Adeeb refused to tell what's up with her. Dan perut saya lapar. Haaihh. I closed all applications, ignore every messages and buzzes and nudges and went straight to bed.

Midsummer baby's been super busy these few days. Bdak elektronik ade 3 modules to be done before semester ends. And they've got graduation projects and reports and bla bla bla. Jadi untuk mengisi masa lapang saya yang makin melambak2 sekarang ni, I decided to take part in the tutoring project. Got the tutees names just now. 3 1st year guys. Mesti la 1st year kn? As if a 2nd year nak ajar another 2nd year. Duh~ Hopefully I'd feel less lonely then.

There's a few things up my schedule this November. Ade birthday papa. Birthday Ejat. Birthday *heart*Ijat*heart* :p Hehe. Hujung minggu ni ade Jamuan Hari Raya KUK. Next 2 weekends ade Annual Dinner PPMK. Dan seperti yang sebelum2 ni, guys, especially to juniors yang baru sampai, be alert! Coz macam tahun2 yang sebelumnya, Seoul City will once again be invaded by Ppaeppaero this 11th of November!!! Yaaaayyy~~

Well, uhm, Ppaeppaero Day ialah hari di mane we buy Ppaeppaero for other people. Tak kisah la best friends ke, batchmates ke, classmates ke, *ek ehem2* ke. And pada hari ini ade banyak ppaeppaero yang dibungkus lawa2 belaka. Ade yang ade teddy dan bla bla. Oh well, originally benda ni just taktik syarikat ppaeppaero tu nak naekkan selling ppaeppaero jek. But disebabkan hari ppaeppaero ni semakin famous di kalangan masyarakat korea, pada hari ppaeppaero nanti, syarikat laen pun turut sama jual ppaeppaero.

Apekah itu ppaeppaero, bagi yang berada di Malaysia :p



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Ini ialah contoh sekotak basic ppaeppaero yang anda boleh jumpe di kedai2 pada hari2 biasa. Dalam erti kata laen, ppaeppaero merupakan sebatang biskut bersalut coklat. The one I like most is the one yang ade kacang2 kat coklat dia tu. Biasanye dalam kotak kaler hijau :p



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Ini pula ialah contoh ppaeppaero yang boleh dijumpai pada hari2 biasa. Cantik kan. I remembered 2 tahun lepas saya dapat yang kotak besa punye dari Bat :p. But take my words for it, yang besa2 tu confirm tak sedap. Sebab biskut jek besa, tapi coating coklat dia sket jek. In the end, ppaeppaero tu cume rasa tepung biskut. Haha~ Nak belikan saya yang besa, bleh jek. Tapi possibility untuk saya makan ppaeppaero tersebut ialah next to zero la. Jadi la macam Zatul yang belikan saya ppaeppaero kotak hijau tu dalam kotak besa. Haha. Puas sungguh makan :p.

And this year, Ppaeppaero Day ialah pada weekend. Haaaihh, tak dapat lagi nak mengepau oppa2 del yang ade tu. But in the contrary, kerana hari itu ialah weekend, takde excuse bagi junior2 sekalian untuk tidak membeli untuk saya okeh. McD!! Saya mau ppaeppaero. Ejat kalau tak bagi, saya cancel birthday present. Haha. Blackmail baik punye :p. Kidding mens. Kalau nak bagi, bagi la. Kalau tanak tu up to u. But I know that I'll give out a lot. Like I always do. So watch out if you are one of the lucky ones to get it from me :)

And oh, I remember. The first ppaeppaero I got from midsummer baby is the yellow-brown box. The one which the chocolate is inside the biscuits instead of outside as a coating. The one yang ade jual kat vending machine kat LEI tu :p

Well then, see u =)

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