Up-close and Personal

Assalamualaikum

Arggghh~ Saya rasa sungguh bersalah hari ni. The guilt weigh heavier each second that passed during our 50 minutes class. Damn~ That teach me not to leave my work undone. Ok. Here goes the story.

Last tuesday, saya salah bawak notebook ke class. Instead of notebook Internal Combustion and Automotive Engineering, saya bawak another notebook which was the compilation of CAM, Refrigerating and Air Conditioning Technology, Applied Maths and my very own summarized exam notes. Oh ye. Saya slalu begini. One big fat notebooks untuk beberapa subjek. And summary of notes yang saya kene hafal untuk semua subjek in one section of the notebook. And saya salin jek notes automotive hari tu dalam buku nota yang salah, thinking that balik nanti nak rewrite. Tapi saya malas nak rewrite (or rather, saya dah terlupe pun saya kne rewrite balik bende itu) saya ke sekolah dengan notebook yang betul, but missing one class punye notes. And before class, cikgu tu refer notes saya untuk pastikan sampai mane dia dah ajar. Like he always did. I am, after all, the good student. Since saya miss one class punye notes, notes saya cuma sampai transmission when actually we are currently studying suspension system. So cikgu tu spent the 50 minutes repeating everything yang dia ajar in the past class. And I feel terribly terrible. Sebab semua orang kene listen tu everything all over again. Terasa saya telah mencuri masa diorang since we can learn about new things patutnye. Aaaaaa~~~

Balik kelas tu, saya kate sorry kat budak2 Malaysia yang laen, since asyik dengar diorang complain knape cikgu repeat.

Dulu2 time kat skola, saya tak mungkin duduk depan skali di atas sebab ini. Cikgu mesti refer notes budak yang duduk depan skali. Memandangkan saya time kat skola adelah student yang tak pernah complete notes dan jarang2 siap homework, saya mesti tanak duduk depan skali. Biasanya mesti Atie depan saya :p Sebab notes Atie lawa2 belaka. Cume since masuk college ni, saya blaja buat nota sendiri. Summarize nota sendiri for exam. And bla bla bla. And sume cikgu pun tau they can count on my notes sebab tu cikgu tadi refer notes saya. Argghh~ Rasa bersalah lagi. Dah dah. Baek siapkan notes yang refrigerating hari tu. Tak karang sia2 jek kalau cikgu check lagi. Uh~

Till then.