Hari Emo Sedunia
Assalamualaikum
Sungguh tak mengerti kenapa hari ini emo yang melampau. Actually been a bit of an emo since the past week. Tapi hari ini sangat melampau. And as I much as you hate me in this state, I hate myself too. No. I hate myself in this state more than you hate me. I just felt like screaming my head off. Yet I want a hug to calm me and tell me that everything is actually ok. That it's just my stupid head feeding me with insane ideas. And I hate it all.
I cried today. My first crying in this relationship. Normally if I go emo with him, I just keep quiet and being cold all of a sudden. I storm around and cover my face with a pillow and scream. But today I actually cried. With tears and all. Padahal benda tu kecik je. And it's not like I don't understand things. Like the idiot I am. I kept telling myself to get a grip. To contain myself. Midsummer baby itu pun mesti dah pening kepala. Uhh~ sorry...
And today saya insist nak makan kat roll and pasta bila Zatul kata nak makan haemul topap. And being a good boyfriend he is, of course la Eff memihak pada Zatul. And though I know he was just joking, I got mad to his words. Ok. Mad is one of the reasons why I didn't go for dinner with them. The other was because I just didn't feel like going. Letih. Tak sedap badan. Malas. All added up into one feeling. Last2 saya malas nak argue anymore, I just went straight home.
But home alone, I went emo with myself. Duh~ I really felt like banging my own head into the wall. I can definitely drive myself crazy if this keep going on.
Told ya I so hate it when I go emo*scream*
10 comments:
farini~~..farini~~.. kalo ade mase nnt aku mintak zatul peluk ko yer..hihihi.. sensitip btol zul nyer ehem ehem nih.. hahaha
hihihi...dun emo2 nnti cepat tua!~smile!~ =)
haha.. entry emo sme org tanak comment e.
cehh~
eff
haha..
tanak ar aku zatul peluk
:p
sempat lg nk kne kn aku tu
xpe2
sry weh ter emo kat ko lak td =)
peachnich
ahaha..
sopan sungguh comment ko
x mcm komen spontan ko wat kat ym jek
=p
wai u emo mens?? wai???
dennnnn....how possibbolll T.T
=p
igtkan emo kat aku psl paul..~
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!~
esok jgn lupa
3/10/2006
sudah setahun itu anak kecil!!
moshittaRuski
mi is emo becoz u scam mi dagir
mensss giv bak mi dagirrr!!
xaxaxa
:p
free_na
ceh
nk emo pasal PAIL tu buat ape
ahahaha
anonymous
ingt2
laa tomei2 dini
=)
nini kuat emooooo
Laa.. ingatkan Hari Makcik Sedunia!
Emo kan Makcik??
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