2008 <3

2008<3

Assalamualaikum

Aiiii!!!! Now that saya dah ade lappy yang bes dibuat online dan saya ade takde kerja untuk dibuat, korang baca la update blog ni hari2 ye :p

Well, umm.. tadi saya gi pejabat pendaftaran berkaitan hal IC yang hilang itu. Denda maksimum RM210 dan minimum RM60. Aaaaa!!!! Kan wallet saya hilang. Mane saya ade duit nak bayar denda banyak2! Tak kesian ke? Saya kan student... Uh~ Then gi tempat belajar memandu tu. Papa nak suruh saya gi belajar dengan Ah Chai. Ye. Ah Chai yang terlupe nak anta Kiki balik rumah (sebab dia terlupa kewujudan Kiki dalam kereta tu!) so dia bawak Kiki sampai Bukit Kelicap dan tinggalkan Kiki tepi jalan. Hahahaha~ Popular sungguh cerita itu. Anyway, bile nak amek dokumen2 dari orang yang sebelum ni, baru realize lesen L saya takde. Or maybe, tak buat lagi pun. Damn~ Oiii!! Saya nak cepat2 abes blaja driving la. Saya tanak kene dok mendengar ceramah lagi!!!

Hurm.. Mama tengah demam. Bermaksud saya perlu melekatkan diri di rumah sepanjang masa. Tapi takpe. Ade lappy bes ok dah. Siap ade built in webcam lagi. Horaayy~ Leh online di mana2 sahaja dalam rumah ni dengan wireless. Hahaha~ Iman is being rotten today. Sebab tadi time kluar dating dia gaduh ngan awek dia kot. But that is no reason to be rude to papa kan? Kan dah kene warning ngan papa. Saya rasa nak cucuk2 jek mulut dia dengan batang sate tadi. Tapi teringat lak kes Diyana yang tampar adek dia pastu lari masuk balik. Sebab adek dia lagi besa dari dia. Dia takut adek dia balas balik. Hahahahaha~ Gelak guling2. Ape nak buat.. Kitorang kan kakak2 yang comel :p

Saya ade 3 rancangan menyambut besday next year dari 3 party yang berbeza. Korean Day is going to be held on the 9th of January. Exactly time besday saya. Dan clannies cam nak turun gi Korean Day tu. So kalau saya dapat ke Intec time tu, diorang nak menyambut bersama2 dengan meriahnye. Hoooraaaayyyy~ And then Ina, my ex-classmates and Jack, my twin, dah kate nak celebrate sama gak. But diorang nak make it on weekends. Sebab Ina kene turun dari Penang and Jack lak tengah intern. So, diorang boleh celebrate weekend jek. Dan just now, Adeeb buzz. Suh naek KL dengan segera so that boleh celebrate my birthday. Alang2 Awin, Ekin ngan Dina pun ada sana semua. Oh ramainye orang nak celebrate birthday saya kali ni. Ingat lagi yang lepas. Dah la sorang2 dok rumah. Keluar pun ikut Sham teman senior beli DSLR. Pastu beli barang masak. Masak sendiri. Malam tu makan kek. Bagi hadiah. Pastu tido. Sedih tu sedih. Tapi ape nak buat. Dah budak kiseol jek yang selalu free manjang...

Tadi petang saya check result lagi buat kesekian kali. Tengok result CAM dah keluar. Macam nak melompat2 gembira. ALHAMDULILLAH!!!! =))) Tak sia2 saya hafal G codes yang mengarut2 untuk mid-term exam hari tu. Tak sia2 saya pay full attention dalam kelas yang macam ape padahal budak laen sibuk maen starcraft, internet shopping kat gmarket, chatting, wikipedia-ing bla bla bla. Cuak gak hari tu sebab saya tak kemaskini projek yang nak dihantar. Maen hantar jek semua bende yang saya save. Cuak gak sebab orang laen burn kat CD tapi saya burn kat DVD. *Ngeng punye classmates yang keje mencuakkan aku jek! Cuak sebab tulis nama atas DVD tu gune highlighter jek. Macam susah jek nak nampak. But again, saya memang suka cuak bende bukan2. Oh rasa nak guling2. Harapan untuk graduate dengan target CGPA kini kembali bersinar :)) Walaupun target CGPA saya takde la tinggi melambung cam orang laen, tapi bagi saya cukup la kan. Yaayyyy!!! Ade harapan nak buat baju baru untuk konvo. Uhmm.. ok Farini, jangan excited lebih. Grade praktikal ri tu blom kluar lagi. Huu~

Summary 2007? Tahun yang penuh dengan perkara mengejutkan. Kan?

- get to know and learn to love the juniors. Ejat, Dayu, McD, Qila and sume2 la! Rindu gile kat korang sume!!!
- blaja spend more times with the girls rather than with my clannies online. Haha~ Pillow talk dengan Kelly, Dira ngan Diyana paling bes. Sorry ler Sue tertinggal time tu :p
- learn the fact that Azman, Hanis, Ayie, Dause ngan Fairus are actually classmates yang sangat cool. Weee~~~ See u next sem :p
- mimpi indah saya jadi kenyataan! Fullstop. Don't ask question ;p
- The words I'll always remember from Diyana. Takde la sama sebijik. But lebih kurang la. "Pada pandangan aku kau banyak bawak perubahan pada dia. Dan dia pun banyak bawak perubahan pada kau. And even bila korang dah tak bersama pun, korang masih lagi carry perubahan yang each other bawak tu. Dan aku rasa tu sesuatu yang baik."

That is the biggest lesson I've learnt in 2007. To let go of things that are not mine. It gets to me how Diyana put her words carefully and implied things that others don't see. There is no grudge over the whole things. It was a beautiful ending.

And now I've got Moshitta by my side and we've got a future to plan =)

I've waited so long to say this to you
If you ask me do I love you this much
I do

Till then~

Unconditional

Unconditional

Assalamualaikum

The title said it. UNCONDITIONAL. And in this matter, it's love. Today saya bertanya pada diri, can we really love a person unconditionally?

Define unconditional. Uh well, malas nak bukak wiki. Unconditional means without condition. Tanpa sebab. Boleh ke kita menyayangi seseorang tanpa sebab. Tanpa syarat. Tanpa mengharapkan dia buat itu ini untuk kita. Pernah ke ek seseorang itu sayang kamu tanpa meminta2? Terkadang pada mulanya memang kerana suatu sebab, tapi lama-lama sebab itu dah jadi kurang signifikan. Tapi walau bagaimana pun, sayang itu dengan sebab juga kan?

Ade seorang teman kata pada saya, dia suka her special someone tanpa sebab. Katanya kalau nak kata lelaki itu pandai, ramai lagi yang lebih bijak. Kalau nak kata lelaki itu kacak, ramai lagi yang lebih hensem. Oh, hello! Itu tak bermaksud kamu suka dia tanpa sebab. Banyak lagi sebab kamu suka dia yang kamu tak perasan. Misalnya, dia layan kamu baik2 ke. Dia memenuhi ciri lelaki idaman kamu ke (walau mungkin takde la yang paling pandai atau yang paling handsome di kalangan teman, well at least, ade la ciri itu kan?). Dan kadang2 pun perempuan mudah jatuh sayang atas sebab yang amat simple. Sebab lelaki itu sayang kamu. Itu pun satu sebab juga kan?

Manusia selalu kejar untuk jadi cantik, jadi pandai, jadi kaya, jadi bla bla bla lah. Dan mereka selalu kata tentang unconditional love. Tahukah kamu, semakin kamu cantik, pandai, kaya dan bla bla bla, semakin jauh kamu dengan unconditional love. Kerana semua orang di sekeliling kamu akan belajar menerima kamu kerana kamu cantik, pandai, kaya dan bla bla bla. Kamu tak akan dapat menilai siapa yang menyayangi kamu unconditionally kerana, well, semua orang suka kamu. Jadi dalam dunia sekarang ini nak mencari unconditional love pada saya teramat susah kerana semua orang pun cantik, pandai, kaya dan bla bla bla. Jarang dijumpa orang yang tak ade salah satu antara semua itu. Biar pun tak kaya, mungkin cantik dan baik. Biarpun tak pandai, mungkin kaya. Biarpun tak cantik, mungkin baik. Dan ape2 je lah. Yang penting setiap orang pasti ade kelebihan sendiri yang buat orang lain tertarik.

Tapi itu bukan maksudnye unconditional love itu tak wujud. Wujud. Tapi mungkin satu dalam berjuta?

Till then =)

Holiday Updates

Holiday Updates!

Assalamualaikum

Akhirnye!!!! A decent computer untuk update this blog. Sunyi ye? Sorry la.. Saya nak bawak lappy sayang tu ke Acer tapi enggak punya uwang sih. PC umah ni plak dh abes taip satu ayat satu huruf pun x appear lg kat screen. Oleh kerana itu I kept putting off updating anything.

Ok. Selepas cuti raya haji di mana kami adik-beradik berkumpul dan bermeriah2 di rumah ni, saya ikut Alin ke KL. The plan is sementara Kiki dengan Kak Awin ade kat umah temankan mama ni, kasik la saya jalan dulu. So that nanti bile diorang dah start sem and mama's alone at home, saya boleh la melekat di rumah ni sambil belajar memandu :p

Ahad. 23 Disember. Bangun pagi tu rasa nak tarik jek balik selimut. Tido lambat malam sebelum tu sebab nak packing segala. Tapi kena gak drag myself out. Siap2 and bertolak ke KL kol 7. Today is the day I visit Moshitta's house for the first time. Even after we've been really good friends for three whole years. Err.. but that was then. This is now. Jadi saya pilih seluar warna hitam, bought time ade jualan barangan Thai, blouse warna brown dengan tudung bunga2. Oh well, saya jarang pakai blouse kan? Wardrobe saya penuh amat dengan t-shirt. But by the time saya sampai Melaka, baju tu dah abes renyuk. Made up my mind. Sampai je depan office Alin, saya terus gerak amek putra ke sentral and then komuter ke mid valley. Grab a pair of converse for Pkah and then pusing2 cari baju laen untuk tukar. Oh, saya memang suka pull a stunt camni. Shop for a top right then. But since Giordano pun takde anything yang ok saya masuk kedai ape tah and grab a white shirt. Lagipun it's been forever since saya beli white shirt. Or any shirt. Haha.

After making my purchase, straightaway ke Seremban. Sampai sana dalam kol 2. Sangat segan ok. Masuk. Makan2. Makan tulang masak lemak. Ouucchh~ bayangkan macam mane saya makan. Segan gile nak gigit. Aaaaaa~ Moshitta lak siap tambah nasik dalam pinggan saya jek. Dalam hati saya kata, "Hoho~ Tengok nanti dia datang visit camne. Kasik makan siput sedut! :p" After that maen dam dengan Moshitta, Pkah and Ijat sayang :p At first just saya and Moshitta duduk2 kat kolam ikan tu. Tiba2 Ijat datang bawak dam. Saya ajar diorang maen dam kapal terbang but last2 saya yang kalah. Ooo~ lawan tokey. Ceh~ Then maen dam ular. Time ni Pkah join skali. Hooraaayyy~ Saya menang! Moshitta dengan Ijat sampai give up sebab tak sampai2. Ahahaha~

Umm... anyway, walaupun saya segan, I hope I made a good impression. Or at least I hope the presents did. I don't care what u say, but yes, I was desperate to impress his family. And no, I don't think there's anything wrong with it. It's just normal when you want to impress the family of your.. uhm.. boyfriend. You'd like them to like you as much as you like them too, won't you?

Isnin. 24 Disember. Date with Moshitta. Sebenarnye nak hantar barang yang McD kirim. Tapi lupe bawak. Huhu~ Tangguh hari esoknye :p

Selasa. 25 Disember. Moshitta gi A Famosa water world dengan family dia. Saya keluar dengan Akmar, my dormie kat Samura. Passed barang yang McD kirim. Then makan2 and borak2. And as if I haven't learnt my lesson enough, today I lost my purse. And all the cash in it. And all my bank cards. And my IC. Well that left me with nothing as an identification except my passport. Walaupun nampak cam cool jek cam ri tu time saya hilang RC, tapi dalam hati I wanted so much to be in my fluffy purple comforter back at Korea and a hug from loved ones. Balik tu, since I'm in no mood nak dengar nagging from my sissies about my carelessness, saya ikut Akmar balik rumah kakak dia kat Seremban 2. Ceh! Alasan tak bleh blah :p

Rabu. 26 Disember. Jumpa Moshitta kat Jusco Seremban 2. Patutnya kami ade plan ke national science center dengan Hadi, Zatul and Eff. But Hadi tak sihat, so cancel. Saya jumpa Moshitta and cerita semua pasal purse hilang. Haha~ So awak kena la tolong menyara saya 2 bulan ni kan :p? Hari ni keluar semua Moshitta bayar. Oh rasa bersalah amat. Kerana saya bukan jenis perempuan yang mengharap lelaki bayar bile keluar on a date. Selama ni kami gilir2 bayar. Ye la, sama2 student. Faktor laen : saya tak suke menyusahkan boyfriend saya. Sekian. Maka apa2 mesti bayar sama2 ataupun gilir2. Hari ni bila tengok Moshitta bayar semua buat saya rasa bersalah sangat2. Waaakkk, nanti balik Korea saya bayar e? Uhhh~

Khamis. 27 Disember. Pagi tu keluar ke Seremban lagi. Asyik commute ke Seremban jek kan? Tapi kali ni sebab melawat Hadi kat hospital. Hospital Pakar Seremban for those yang tak tau. Datang2 jek Hadi ajak breakfast kat bawah. Lepak2. Borak2. Kesian Hadi tinggal sorang2. Dia kata dia bosan. Hope cepat sembuh. Bleh kite jalan2 satu Msia :)

Tengahari rushing ke sentral sebab Eff dengan Zatul dah tunggu kat sana. Kami ke Eye on Malaysia. Ok, saya takut tinggi. Dan Zatul, Eff ngan Moshitta sangat suke buat lawak celupar yang buat saya cuak bangat sambil menyelitkan nasihat2 agar saya jangan muntah dalam tu. Ceh~ Rasa nak ketuk2 jek satu2 tu. Sepanjang naek tu saya tak pandang bawah sangat pun. Sibuk tengok besi2 yang menyokong ferris wheel tu. Sambil fikir what if..... Ahahaha~ Bese la. Fikir negatif jek. Huu~ Couple seblah tu yang kne naek dengan kitorang mesti rasa kitorang bising :p And then time minum air tebu kat bawah tu, nampak ikan yang dah nak mati. Besar woo~ Kalau bakar mesti bes. And time tengok2 ikan tu la nampak seekor biawak. Oh galak sungguh Eff dengan Moshitta kejar nak tengok. Spesies sama kah? Biawak darat? Hahaha~ Kidding mens. Sorry2 :p

Jumaat. 28 Disember. Gerak ke Seremban awal pagi. Jumpa Moshitta di terminal one. Sama2 amek bas balik ke BP. Moshitta is visiting the family. Cerita sampai situ saja. Details? Tengok mood saya nanti2. But there are things yang macam best jek simpan sendiri :p

Till then =)

Sorry wak..mi spammers)))

Assalamualaikum
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19 Disember

19 DISEMBER

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Ok, before balik hari tu Moshitta kate pada saya, saya memang suke cicirkan benda. Started hari tu time nak anta borang Korea University, saya cicirkan passport saya. Nasib Diyana jumpa. And then my Korean Language Program's cert. Luckily ade kat umah Ajay. Later on buku akaun KEB saya. Ade mamat korea mane tah jumpa, then dia pass pada Rev3nger. And on 19th saya realize saya kehilangan satu lagi benda. And yang ini memang positif cicir.

MY ALIEN REGISTRATION CARD! *scream!*

Aaaaaaaaa!!!!! Mcm mane nak balik Korea!!! Tibe2 saya rasa vulnerable amat. Kalau takde IC msia pun takde perasaan sangat. Ni RC weh. Camne saya nak balik???

Terasa nak guling2. Nak lompat2. Nak nangis2. Tapi outside nampak cool jek. Diam jek. As if takde perasaan. Kak Awin pun kate saya sungguh bagus. Kalau dia dah lame nangis. Oh hello! Saya pun nak nangis tau. Tapi tau takde sape nak tolong pujuk, maka malas bazirkan air mata =p *saya nak orang pujuk pastu tepuk2 tido cam Diyana buat ri tu =p*

Anyway, saya gi report kat Ajay, report kat Eff, report kat Encik Hamdan. Pendek kata saya report kat sume orang yang boleh direport. Semua orang macam tak risau jek. Haih~ saya ke yang cuak lebih?

Malam tu keluar dengan Aini, ex-schoolmate since darjah 1 up to form 3. Makan and borak2 kat Secret Recipe since nak kluar skali dengan Nurul but dia kne part time situ, soo... Best gak hangout dengan member2 lame. Teringin nak buat reunion TMS. Oh sungguh cool bile bleh jumpe balik people yang korang kenal since hingusan. See how much they've changed. Saya waktu kecil sungguh memalukan okeh. Tanak cerita lagi.

One more thing, my niece Dini, officially hates me. Ceh!! Seriously, dia tanak ikut saya langsung. Saya cuit jek dia menjerit. Protes. Tapi cellphone saya dia nak. Wallet saya dia nak. Mainan yang saya belikan dia nak. Suruh ikut saya dia tanak. Cehh!! Tanak sudah!!! Tanak kawan Dini dah!!! *go to a corner and sulk* Honestly, mane aci. Diorang maen dengan Dini lebih. Memang la dia tanak ikut saya dah. Uh~

Kk. Saya dah kne bersiap nak pergi jalan2 dengan keluarga. Saya rindu bilik saya di Korea. Rindu PC saya. Rindu LCD 19" wide screen saya. Rindu hi-speed broadband megapass.

Till then =)

18 Disember

Assalamualaikum

Ok. Actually before this dah start tulis one post.But tulis halfway jek dah kena kluar. And then nak sambung asyik x sempat jek. Dah hari2 keluar berjalan. Camtu la kalau adik beradik sume ade kat rumah. Well, ok, here's the update to those who has been missing me =)

18 DISEMBER

Woke up at 5.00 coz x siap kemas umah lagi and x packing pun lagi. Found out that I lost my Msia money. A few hundreds, I guess. Anyway, by the time we passed the immigration they are already calling the passengers of our flight. Honestly saya tak pernah selambat tu tau. Biasanya before gate bukak dah tercongok depan tu. Failed to temporarily disconnect my cellphone line. Pengsan la bayar bil balik ni. Haih~

Flight sangat bosan dan sangat slow. Delayed sebab snowing. Maen pusing2 satu airport tu pegi cuci flight dulu before take off. 6 hours 20 minutes terasa sangat lame dalam flight tu. Haihh~

Then dalam pukul 4 lebih tu diorang serve sandwich cam biasa. Tuna my favorite. Dalam pukul 4.30 tu diorang dah start descending sket. Saya pun sibuk la maen survey2 ape ade kat bawah. Banjir lumpur, bukit yang dah gondol, bla bla bla. At first diorang kata nak landing 5.20 tapi pukul 5 dah announce suh cabin crew duduk untuk landing. As dia descend lower, both my ears hurt. Tekak rasa loya amat. Saya kata pada Moshitta, "Wak, nak muntah." Moshitta suruh tahan. Tahan la. Telan liur banyak2. And flight pun landing dengan selamatnya. But as soon as I got up from my seat, sume benda di tekak tadi terasa naek ke atas. Moshitta reached for air sickness bag but he's a second too late I guess.

SAYA.MUNTAH.ATAS.LANTAI.FLIGHT.

Damn!! Malu gile ok. Especially since I need to go to the toilet immediately but the aisle is packed with people waiting for the door to be opened. Sume orang pandang. Aaaa~ And even saya dah cuci dengan sabun pun, saki baki bau muntah tu still ade lagi sket2. Dengan tangan2 Moshitta kene sebab dia hulur air sickness bag tu pada saya in time benda tu kluar. Ok, sungguh memalukan.

Dalam 6 kali balik Msia which means 12 flights all over, 3 kali dah saya muntah ok. 1st time was the 1st summer break. Flight pulang semula ke korea. At that time I got the air sickness bag on time. 2nd time waktu balik korea balik gak. Flight ngan Chobo. That time, I got to the toilet in time. Haha. Segan nak muntah depan Chobo =p So this is the third time. Dan kali pertama atas lantai flight. Demm~ So here goes birthday resolution. Tanak muntah dalam flight lagi! Oh cabin crew, kalau dah tau nak landing in 1 hour, sile jangan hulur saya ape2 makanan lagi ok. Dan Farini, kalau anda dah tahu anda memang gayat, takyah la ngade2 nak survey2 ape yang ade kat bawah tu.

Anyway, while kitorang tunggu luggage, Moshitta went to the toilet and washed his hands clean. Saya tanya Moshitta saya masih bau muntah ke, dia kata ok jek. Uh, never mind, I thought. Nanti boleh cuci lagi. Moshitta beritahu parents dia datang amek lambat sket since saya sendiri masih unsure whether saya dah sedia ke belum nak jumpa parents dia. So the plan is let me go home first.

But time kitorang passed jek kastam, saya nampak seorang boy yang saya memang kenal terlompat2 kat glass wall tu. IJAT! And then I recognized a few other faces. I actually screamed. Silently, of course. Moshitta's whole family was already there. Aaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! I didn't even check the mirror before I came out! And though Moshitta said a thousand times that I smelled fine, saya still rasa saya masih berbau muntah!! AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok. It was awkward. And I don't think I made a good first impression. I didn't look good since I just got off a 6 hour flight. I didn't sound good since I got a sore throat. And I didnt smell good since i just vomited all over myself. Ok. I exaggerated. I didn't vomit over myself. But whatever.
And then there came the savior of the day : ABG AMMAR. Oo yeahh!!! Nasib baik ade Abg Ammar yang memang peramah. Kalau tak memang pengsan di situ dan2 tu jugak ok. Sangat ler paisey nye.

*ok. to be continued

Quickie Before Flight

Assalamualaikum

So here's a few things before I go out.

- I lost a few hundreds RM. Taktau mane letak. Patutnye ade dalam wallet mickey mouse tu =(

- X bawak byk baju balik. Kiki tgh cuti. Tibai baju Kiki sudeyh :p

- Duit tutor dah masuk. Hooraaayyyy!!!!

- I haven't finish packing. Yaaawwww~~

Ok. Gtg =)

Monday

Monday

Assalamualaikum

There are 2 times when you almost always miss people most.

1. When it's raining or when it's cold.
2. When you are sick.

Well, outside is minus 2 degrees and I got a sore throat. Does it count as an excuse to miss somebody =p


I know it's just 2 days since the winter break started but I can't seem to able to stop myself from logging in to doumi.dongyang to check my grades. Ok, CAM and graduation project is not going to be up in another week since we haven't even submit our projects but I keep thinking that maybe other subjects may be up already. Damn. Maybe I should just chill for a week or 2 and do something else instead of stressing myself over the results.


Ok, checklist final things to do on Monday.

1. Send out CAM projects
2. Submit grad project's report
3. Repair my purple specs.
4. Activate my online money transfer
5. Go to Namdaemun for the last time
6. Empty the fridge
7. Go to McD's
8. Finish packing

And I'm going to be ready for home *grin.grin* =)



Losing the Excitement

Losing the Excitement

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It's not even 24 hours since I finished my last paper yet it feels like I've lost every ounce of excitement of finishing the semester that's been squirming inside me since a week ago.
I asked Su if she can go to COEX with me tonight to buy Alin's DVD but I decided not to go.
Instead I asked her to buy it for me.
I'm definitely in zero mood to go anywhere or eat any food or buy anything.
I just want to get home as soon as possible.

Birthday Wishlist

Birthday Wishlist

Assalamualaikum

Been long since I have a free Wednesday morning. Got a few nightmares last night. Involving my best friend got murdered by my ex-schoolmate and people suspected me because I was seen fighting with her a few weeks before. Duh~

Well, 3 days left before semester is over. I still need to go and finish my graduation project today, take my Japanese language paper tomorrow and go to Korea University on Friday for the interview. Well, I hope next Tuesday comes soon. I missed Dini a lot T.T

And oh yeah, my birthday wishlist. I almost forgot. But since I'm still too lazy to find pics right now, let me just list the whole things first. Later I'll update it again =p


BIRTHDAY WISHLIST

1. Sony PSP in lavender
I've been wanting this since a few months ago, but people were saying that it's still pretty new so you can't play downloaded games with it. You need to buy the games too. Uh well, I don't care. Somebody get me one plix =p

2. Dual Zariche +15
Ok, game talk. I wanted dual zariche since I heard Kidstar and Battousai already have one. Moshitta tried his best to trade for S grade weapon so we could upgrade it, but since we can no longer upgrade craft S weapons so it is uhm.. difficult. I mean, upgrading from A grade to ancient S grade is not cheap, you know.

3. That heart-shaped pendant I saw in Clue
I don't know if it's there anymore or not since it's the last item. And I know I should just buy it then, but buying your own jewelery is completely meaningless, don't you think? I still have a lot more things to buy than one silver pendant. Plus, birthday is coming *wink*

4. A handbag
Been ages since I got myself a new one. But I just checked Accessorize last Monday, and they got nothing nice at the moment. Well, in case you don't know what type of bags I like, uhm.. I don't like bags with long straps or handle. Because, well, I'm not that tall so wearing one will only makes me look shorter. I prefer it small. Not too small, but also not too big. Coz unlike other girls, I don't have compact powder, mascara, lip gloss and blah blah blah. The only things I put inside my bag is my wallet, my cellphone and house key.

5. Marriage proposal
Xaxaxa =D
Nah, just kidding. Told you I didn't have much I need right now. But as usual, clothes and shoes are acceptable. And you know I don't wear heels, so don't buy me one. Boots are ok. And if you are buying me clothes, can I have a long one? I mean like a long shirts or a long jumper. Practically anything long. But not too long =D

And oh yeah, pliz pliz pliz don't buy me another gigantic teddy bear. I was thinking of bringing Gina back home with me this winter break. Zatul alone has enough teddy bears to fill our house in university. So Gina have to go back to Malaysia and stay with Stitch and Rory. Well, Rory's like the only teddy I don't mind having around before. Because it's small and it didn't take up much space in my small room. And since it's small whenever I have a nasty tantrum I can just throw it around. Imagine having to throw Gina. It's heavy. Duh~ But anyway, no teddies again this year pliz. And no I'm not jealous of those who have stacks of it on their study desk. My study desk is where I put my books, my pc, my stationary, my snacks and a few other junks. But not teddies.

Uh, one more thing. Last night I dreamt that Moshitta bought me an iPod shuffle for my birthday. In blue I think. Well, since I'm no fans of iPod shuffle, I didn't even know if they've got one in blue =D. Haha, but to Moshitta : I don't want an iPod shuffle! And don't buy me one of the above things. It's not for you to buy =p

And to those who think the presents are too expensive, uhm.. can't you like throw in a few bucks each person so that you people can buy it for me plix. Everybody in SE can give like 10000 won (USD 10) each person and then you can get me the zariche. Brilliant idea, right? No? Oh ok then. Just don't kick me out of the clan. I don't want to have to join IG :D

Kk I need to go to the bath and get ready to go over to Norsi's. We need to finish our graduation project today.

Till then =)

The Visit From a Friend

The Visit From a Friend

Assalamualaikum

Ok, I originally planned to update this tomorrow since I'm too lazy to find any pics to post right now. But just now when I checked our ally's forum, I actually screamed. Uh well, before any word else, let's just welcome Zorasesuriel!!!!

Well, uhm ok. To those that don't know (well I bet a lot of you don't =p) Zora is one of the active pvpers in our ally. And a good friend of us people in Soul Essence. He posted Dini's pic on our ally forum, letting me know that he read this. This and exactly this!!! I'm speechless. I just don't know what to say. I'm excited that he really took the time to read this. Yet I'm a bit embarassed knowing that my writing skills, not to mention my English, is not that good. And oh well, it's a lot of tosh, really. Girls' talk. Nothing much about video games which is a complete opposite of the heavy-gamer image I have.

Anyway, thanks Zora for visiting. I promise I'll write in English from now on so you can understand me :p.

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At 12.39

At 12.39

Assalamualaikum

Saya nangis lagi malam ni.
Teresak-esak lagi.
Boleh tak kite berhenti bicara tentang hal ni?
Kerana saya betul2 perlu berhenti menangis.

A Bunch of Stories

A Bunch of Stories

Assalamualaikum

Ok2. Walaupun malas, tapi apdet la gak sbb lame x apdet. So, sorry kalau entry ini agak bosan.

Kitorang baru abes paper Applied Maths yang bengong. And no, I don't want to think about it. Not anymore. Mari kite sama2 melupakan sem yang mengong ini. Ok, part of it was my fault sebab tak study sangat. Tapi pun paper tu memang susah. Orang yang study pun macam nak pengsan jawab, lagi kan saya yang bese2 ni jek. Redha jek. Dah try yang terbaik kan? Sekarang adelah masa untuk memikirkan pasal balik Malaysia. Siapkan souvenirs and presents. Buat re-entry. Packing luggage. Kemas rumah. Prepare untuk pindah. And.... oppss! Lupe lak. Saya still ade paper Automotive Engineering dengan Japanese Language. Hahahaha~

Malam tadi Ejat datang blaja buat kek. Dengan McD. Weee~~ I love companies. Lagi2 those 2 are in my list of my favorite people. But sorry takleh nak layan korang sangat. And sorry atas segala kekurangan. Saya agak tertekan preparing for Applied Maths. Walaupun McD kate saya nampak agak relax. Diulang : NAMPAK je relax okeh =p. But then again I still took the time to clean the house and bawak balik oven and mixer from hostel. Angkut sorang2 panjat bukit. Rasa nak patah pinggang okeh.

Semalam saya hampir terjatuh dalam bilik air. Tergelincir. Sebab lantai licin. Tapi sempat membuat aksi akrobatik untuk menyelamatkan diri dari terlentang kat dalam tu. Dan kerana saya bukan la gymnast negara, maka aksi akrobatik yang saya lakukan dalam waktu emergency tu telah menyebabkan tengkuk, bahu dan seluruh tangan saya sakit hari ini. The aftermaths. Nak picit tapi tak berani. Sebab melibatkan tengkuk. Bahaya woo.. Sudahnye tahan jek.

Oh ye. Kepada semua yang cube call, missed call dengan harapan saya call anda balik ataupun menghantarkan SMS, MMS dan sebagainye, mintak maaf kerana buat masa ni saya tak dapat mereply atau pun call anda balik. Bukan kerana save tanak bayar bil cellphone mahal2 tapi sebab SPH V-9050 saya itu rosak buat kali ke2. Dan saya rasa kali ni pun ade kaitan dengan connector lagi. Sebab macam dulu, button sebelah atas semua tak berfungsi. Skrin masih selamat. Tapi butang tak berfungsi. Adekah digigit oleh lipas? Saya pun tak mengerti. Sebab rasanye saya dah bukak tutup cellphone tu dengan penuh lemah lembut. Tapi orang laen selalu tutup ganas2 T.T Dalam ertikate laen saya kene ke Yongsan untuk hantar cellphone tu masuk service center.

Last, but not least, a few nights ago, saya pillow-talked dengan Diyana. Isu yang tak boleh saya sebutkan di sini. Tapi saya menangis malam itu. Nangis yang teresak2. Yang sedu-sedan. Sampai Su kata Diyana cerita dia cuak tengok saya menangis. Cool, girls. Saya memang kuat nangis. Cuma tidak di hadapan orang. Thanks a bunch to Diyana sebab try calm kan saya (dia tepuk2 saya masuk tido tau =p)

Till then =)

A Thing to Share

A Thing to Share

Assalamualaikum

I started to like CAM class. Pity there's only a class left before semester end. Hahah. Today I found out that the computer I used have got Yahoo! Messenger installed. Weee~~ But halfway through the class, time kitorang (that is to say me and my other classmates) dah separuh jalan buat drawing, there came an IM from Ayie. Yeah, Ayie, my classmate who was sitting 4 seats behind me.

ayie : weh
ayie : page brape a?

Guling2 saya dan Azman gelak. Hello~~ Dah banyak gile cikgu ajar membebel kat depan suh ikut, dia baru nak tanye page brape. Hampeh sungguh.

Takde ape nak cakap sebenarnye. Just wanna share something about me.

Saya selalu rasa lonely yang amat bile cuaca sejuk/angin kencang/hujan ribut. Lonely yang membuatkan saya takut nak tido seorang. Saya pun tak tau sejak bile saya begini. Mungkin sebab pernah suatu masa, saya terpaksa jalan pulang sendiri melalui lorong yang gelap pada waktu malam ketika taufan melanda. Saya ingat lagi waktu itu kesejukan daki bukit yang tinggi. Angin kuat sampai bergoncang pokok sekitar. Honestly saya sendiri rasa nak terbang, ok. Certain people suke tido waktu macam itu. Mungkin kerana sejuk maka bleh tido lena. Saya pun pernah rasa begitu. Tapi sekarang tak lagi. Semakin kuat angin kat luar, semakin saya tak boleh tido. Trauma kot. Haha.

Kk. Till then

Shopping!!!

Shopping!!!

Assalamualaikum

Uh~ Semalam sungguh penat. Dari tengahari sampai ke malam lepak dengan adik2 sayang :p But it did feel weird bile you've spent your whole days in the crowd with companies around and suddenly bile anda balik rumah, you are all alone on your own. The feeling of sudden loneliness. Dan tibe2 mate saya terasa berat adjusting to the bright lights of my own room. Berpinar sekejap. Or is it sebab sy penat sangat?

Oh, semalam saya ke COEX Mall. But for the first time saya ke COEX, saya tak pergi window shopping. I didn't go into Teenie Weenie. I didn't go into Giordano. I didn't go into Soul21. I didn't even go into Accessorize. Even when I went to Clue next door for Pkah's necklace and pendant. Baik kan saya? I focused on what I have to buy, knowing that kalau saya masuk kedai2 laen itu, jawabnye saya rambang mata tengok winter coats :p


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1st stop ke Evan Records. Cari DVDs yang Aini ngn Alin pesan. Um.. All About DBSK Season 1 memang dah takde kot. Tak jumpe pun OST cerita Wedding. Cerita tu tak popular la Alin. Tapi.... saya jumpe DVD cerita Wedding tu. The whole episodes. Nak beli, tapi mahal amat. 88000 won okeh. Plus minus RM350 kat Malaysia. So, no. Why pay for RM350 when you can watch it for free on the internet. Duh~

Pastu masuk Enter6. Tak best pun Enter6 ni. Tapi saya tengah cari souvenir kan? So, cukup syarat jek la masuk. Takde ape yang menarik. Mahal gile plak tu. Pastu gi Megabox. Oopss!! Bukan tengok wayang :p. Dulu kat Megabox tingkat bawah tu ade iRiver shop. Tapi bile saya pergi kali ni, kedai tu dah takde. Instead ade sweets cafe. Duh~ Lame bangett dah tak pergi COEX. And kat atas tu ade a very cool M-Station where u can watch tv and play internet. Lawa sebab everything is in white.

And then jumpe Qila, Dayu ngn Ejat kat The Body Shop. Diorang tengok perfume. Saya pun tengok gak. Eheh~ Tapi tak beli pun. Tak berminat. Tapi kan, kenape bile tengok harga kat sini 15000 won saya rasa murah, tapi bile kat Malaysia Rm40+ terasa mahal? Adekah sebab 15000 won kat sini bleh bli 3 meals, tapi RM40 kat Malaysia bleh bli 10 meals? Susah rupenye jadi teenagers yang membesar kat Malaysia sebab kene mengorbankan 10 meals untuk beli sebotol perfume. Apatah lagi celak, maskara, lip gloss dan sebagainye. Lucky me, I'm not the kind of person who cares about those stuff. At least not until I have to.

After that we visited UniQlo. Reminded me of The Reject Shop. But since I'm in no mood to shop for clothes, I went on my own to Link'O. Cari hadiah Totin. See, Tot!! I've got your present :p And then, Mc D and Lion lepak a shop *they're obsessed with Apple* while saya, Dayu, Ejat and Qila went to shop for the rest of my things. Pkah's necklace and pendant at Clue. And later on after Maghrib, we went to Hyundai's department store, next door. To those yang kaya sket biasa shop at Hyundai, while teenagers spent their money at COEX. Tapi since saya found nothing kat COEX, terpaksa la masuk Hyundai. Weee~ I just love their shining floor and sleek decor :p



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Jalan2 Hyundai jap. After beli hadiah gi dinner. Jumpe balik McD ngan Mira kat Paris Croissant tengah makan kek. Later on gi lepak Baskin Robbins. Then baru balik.

Sampai Kochok lepak CanMore dulu. Baru balik rumah. Penat dan sungguh sakit pinggang.

Me : Awak, saya letih la. Pinggang saya sakit.
Dayu : Tu la. Awak tengah melalui proses penuaan ni.
Qila : Entah. Awak tak cukup kalsium ni.


Damn. Argghh~~ Betul ke tak cukup kalsium?? Uh Farini... bile nak blaja minum susu ni????
Till then =)

Mimpi

Mimpi

Assalamualaikum

Saya mimpi malam tadi.
Mimpi mengong.
Hahahahahahahaha~
ROFLMAO
Scoff.
As if ler sangat.
Ceh.
Kk nak gi COEX.
Sape nak ikut?

Luahan

Luahan

Assalamualaikum

Ok. Sesi meluah perasaan.

17 hari lagi nak balik.
Sungguh tertekan ok.
Pressure gile.
And as if that's not enough, saya pegi jalan2 friendster.
Oh, hebat, Farini.
Clap! Clap!
I never knew I could be that helpful to myself.
More claps!
Oh, ok.
It's not the time to be sarcastic and mean.
Umm.. well.
A friend suggested that I quit worrying and just be myself.
Problem is : I don't think I'm ok as myself.
Ok as a friend.
But what about anything else?
You don't think so too, do you?
And I'm upset now coz I spent hours searching for presents but ended up with nothing.
Nothing that is even acceptable.
I envy Kelly a lot...
Sigh.
Building self-confidence is definitely nowhere near English-Communication easy.

Guilty

Guilty

Assalamualaikum

Arggghh~ Saya rasa sungguh bersalah hari ni. The guilt weigh heavier each second that passed during our 50 minutes class. Damn~ That teach me not to leave my work undone. Ok. Here goes the story.

Last tuesday, saya salah bawak notebook ke class. Instead of notebook Internal Combustion and Automotive Engineering, saya bawak another notebook which was the compilation of CAM, Refrigerating and Air Conditioning Technology, Applied Maths and my very own summarized exam notes. Oh ye. Saya slalu begini. One big fat notebooks untuk beberapa subjek. And summary of notes yang saya kene hafal untuk semua subjek in one section of the notebook. And saya salin jek notes automotive hari tu dalam buku nota yang salah, thinking that balik nanti nak rewrite. Tapi saya malas nak rewrite (or rather, saya dah terlupe pun saya kne rewrite balik bende itu) saya ke sekolah dengan notebook yang betul, but missing one class punye notes. And before class, cikgu tu refer notes saya untuk pastikan sampai mane dia dah ajar. Like he always did. I am, after all, the good student. Since saya miss one class punye notes, notes saya cuma sampai transmission when actually we are currently studying suspension system. So cikgu tu spent the 50 minutes repeating everything yang dia ajar in the past class. And I feel terribly terrible. Sebab semua orang kene listen tu everything all over again. Terasa saya telah mencuri masa diorang since we can learn about new things patutnye. Aaaaaa~~~

Balik kelas tu, saya kate sorry kat budak2 Malaysia yang laen, since asyik dengar diorang complain knape cikgu repeat.


SORRY AR WEHH~

SIRYES TAK SENGAJA.

LEN KALI JANGAN KASIK AKU DOK DEPAN.

OKEH?


Dulu2 time kat skola, saya tak mungkin duduk depan skali di atas sebab ini. Cikgu mesti refer notes budak yang duduk depan skali. Memandangkan saya time kat skola adelah student yang tak pernah complete notes dan jarang2 siap homework, saya mesti tanak duduk depan skali. Biasanya mesti Atie depan saya :p Sebab notes Atie lawa2 belaka. Cume since masuk college ni, saya blaja buat nota sendiri. Summarize nota sendiri for exam. And bla bla bla. And sume cikgu pun tau they can count on my notes sebab tu cikgu tadi refer notes saya. Argghh~ Rasa bersalah lagi. Dah dah. Baek siapkan notes yang refrigerating hari tu. Tak karang sia2 jek kalau cikgu check lagi. Uh~

Till then.

Arghh

ARGHH~~

Assalamualaikum

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA


SAPE NAMPAK CERTIFICATE OF COMPLETION KOREAN LANGUAGE PROGRAMME SAYA????


Hari tu time busy2 nak submit borang KU, kene anta copy cert tu.
Pas copy tu rasanye ade bawak bende tu gi umah Tori skali.
Takkan cicir cam passport kot.
Tapi kalau cicir, takkan la Diyana takde jumpa skali.
Ah, confirm tak cicir punye.
Bende tu besa same ngan copy cert tu.
Kalau ade pegang copy tu, mesti ade pegang cert skali.
Takkan satu jek cicir.
Aaaa~
Damn!
Camne ni??

Quickie

Quickie

Assalamualaikum

Tadi tengok drama korea. Delightful Girl Chun Hyang.


지금은 혼자서 좋아해도..
나중에..
좀 더 나중에..
그 사람도 내가 그사람을 지금 좋아하는 것 처럼 나를 좋아할 거야
그 날 올 때까지
내가 꼭 그 사람의 옆에 있어 주고
꼭 기다려 줄 거다


Till then.

A Story To Tell

A Story To Tell

Assalamualaikum

Gile rekod seminggu tak update. Hahaha~ Takde ar busy pun. Lebih kepada malas. Takde ape sangat yang berlaku dalam seminggu ni. Cume pegi skola balik skola hari2.

Jumaat lepas gi buat beef sandwich kat hostel. Yumm~ Dah lame teringin nak makan. Kalau dulu tu makanan time2 tengah siege =p. After makan with the girls *Kelly buat mashed potatoes* sambil tengok ANTM dan pelbagai cerita drama melayu bersiri, saya keluar ke CanMore dengan midsummer baby =) Makan cheesecake and wedges sambil berbuai riang *ayat x bleh blah :p* Tapi mesti pasni midsummer baby tanak kasik saya duduk kat buai tu lagi. Sebab saya buai sampai nak langgar sepasang couple korea yang sedang bermesra kat blakang. Har har har :D

Saya sebenarnya tengah sakit perut dari malam tadi sampai pagi ni. Uhh~ sungguh seksa. At first terasa nak pegi Myeongdong today after siege sebab nak search lagi hadiah birthday untuk Ejat. Semalam dah beli. Tapi tak puas hati sebab hadiah itu tak cukup personal. So nak cari lagi. Tapi sangat sakit perut. Nak kemas dapur untuk masak lunch pun sangat tak larat.

Bercakap mengenai hadiah birthday, we are 44 days away to turning 22!! 22. DUA PULUH DUA. Uh~~Dah dewasa. Kidstar slalu panggil saya Kak Farini. Ceh~ Helo2! Takde dalam sejarah junior lelaki panggil saya kakak okeh. Anyway, birthday wishlist will be up soon. At least a month before birthday. So that you'll have plenty of time to get it ready :p. But then again, I don't think this year's list going to be long. Sebab ade a few things jek yang saya betul2 nak right now. And they are expensive. As if in EXPENSIVE. But then again, it's not the price that counts. It's how much effort you put in to buy me that something. How much effort you put in to get me something that I'd, at least, like.

Really, saya sangat tak tahu kenapa lelaki boleh tak tau nak belikan hadiah ape untuk perempuan. Punye la melambak barang orang perempuan kat kedai. Or is it that you don't know which one yang perempuan akan suke? :p Let me tell you this one story yang saya sangat suke about this 2 guy friends of mine in search of my birthday present.

Ok. It was my birthday 2 years ago. The one we celebrated at the ski resort. So mesti la diorang kene beli present tu before going kan? Actually, yang nak beli ni sorang jek. Yang sorang lagi tu tukang teman. So this good friend of mine decided to buy me a clothes. Tapi, dia tak tau nak beli yang mane satu since dia tak tau macam mane taste perempuan. So what the 2 of them did was, they stood outside the shop, (not literally OUTSIDE the shop. It was a mall, so they were practically just hovering around) and wait until a beautiful korean girl walks in. Stalked her and watch carefully what she picked up. And diorang tunggu until perempuan cantik tu pilih whatever yang dia rasa cantik and made her buy. Then diorang picked up the exact same baju (in the smallest size. lol) for me, thinking that whatever yang perempuan cantik tu rasa cantik, mesti saya pun rasa cantik.

The first thing yang saya rasa after saya dengar cerita tu was outrage. Sebab all these while I thought that that friend of mine yang pilih sendiri baju itu untuk saya (saya baru tau cerite ini a few months ago. hee~) when in truth dia tak bother pun untuk fikir which one I'd like most. Dia just pick up something yang orang laen pick up. But that was the first thing I felt. The next minute, I felt totally touched. Heartmelt. Coz it's not like diorang tak bother. It's just that they bother too much that they were afraid I wouldn't like the one they choose. Kerana mereka tak pandai memilih baju perempuan. Fullstop. And now that I think about it, it was cute, wasn't it? That's what I mean by how much effort you put in to get me something that I like.

Terima kasih kamu dan kamu. Saya suka baju itu hingga hari ini =)

Dan oppss~ don't get me wrong. I do cherish everything else I got. Just that I think this story is a bit cute to tell.

Dan saya tak mau bagitau siapa 2 orang kawan itu.

Bluweekkk :p

Till then =)

Hello Cruel Winter

Hello Cruel Winter

Assalamualaikum

Actually, I planned to get my Applied Maths homework done, but apparently, I couldn't seem to be able to figure out what's wrong with my integration works. First try is a nonsense. I wasted 3 pink papers for it. 2nd try after lunch, I did get the answer right. Ok. So I decided to do it all over again. This time, a lil bit more neatly. So that anybody who asks to borrow my homework is able to read and understand it properly. But this time, I didn't get the answer right. Oh well, I did use a different method from the one I used at my 2nd attempt. But I triple-checked everything and I still don't know what's wrong. Uhh~ I sooooo hate Fourier series.

Then I joined my clannies went for Queen Ant raid. Raid yang super leceh. But got tons of drops. I picked up a d-grade sword and enchanted it up to 8 before it evaporated. Wanted to go for more raids but it's Moshitta's turn to cook. So I decided that while waiting for him, I'm going to upload the Azman's group presentation for them. Tried changing the file name *so that they won't be having "GABUNGAN MENJADI TRANSFORMERS" as their file name on the internet* but couldn't. In fact, I couldn't access the file in any ways. Damn. Tunggu diorg balik kelas maths baru tanye.

Ooo.. ok. Last Saturday night, we got annual dinner at Seoul World Cup Convention Hall. Seating list were bad. Table arrangements were worse. Food was plenty. But ade sosej and daging itik yang tak tau datang dari mana. All over... let's just say it was less than last year. Our batch's video even kne stopped halfway sebab nak kejar masa. Tanak komplen panjang. The good part of it is that I got to sit with Moshitta, Scarsion and Scarsion's Choco Ball Queen :p Well, ok, in the seating list, I was supposed to sit with Scarsion's Choco Ball Queen at one end of the hall and Moshitta at the other end. But Moshitta changed his seat and Scarsion came to sit with his queen. So, yeah, at least it was nice and not that boring.




"How deep is your love?"
"Oh, very deep :p"

Outside, it's light snowing.
I remember our first snow.
"Tengok belakang ko," you said.
And as I turned around,
I saw fat, white snowflakes.
I turned back front,
Saw your mischievous smile.
"선생님, 눈이 와요!"
Teacher, it's snowing!





Oh awak...
Saya siryes tak kisah kalau awak tak mengarang puisi melankolik buat saya.
Mahupun menghadiahkan frame gambar besa2.
Ataupun mengirimkan bunga yang disembur perfume.

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Sebab saya mimpi ngeri malam tadi :p

*ni sme sbb totin ar. ceh*

3 Things to Tell

3 Things to Tell

Assalamualaikum


Tadi saya ade sesi meluah perasaan dengan my lil sis, Kiki. Meluahkan sume benda yang saya simpan sejak semalam. Response pertama Kiki :

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Admittedly, ni kali pertama saya tengok Kiki mencarut direct. Saya pun tak pernah mencarut tau. Kiki kata pengaruh anasir Sunway. Cehh~ Nevertheless, at least she cares. And at least saya bleh bagitau dia sume bende yang saya rasa semenjak semalam. And the moment saya luahkan semuanya, I felt like my heart was going to explode. Badan saya menggeletar sikit. And baru saya sedar how mad I was about the whole situation sebenarnya. And to finally actually have someone to confide things to... you won't understand how it feels. Lucky me Kiki grew up 10 years in girls' school. So she completely understands me. Ok, Ki, balik nanti aku blanje ko TGIFridays k. Ape? Nak baju? Kasut? Bleh2. *padahal seblom2 ni kalau dia kata nak pun saya belikan jek. ceh*

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Um.. pagi tadi borak dengan Su. And then she said this :


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Oh ye. My special someone ialah seorang yang sangat memahami. Lucky me :p Tapi pun, kalau saya nak emo atas sebab itu, it is admittedly understandable. Kalau dia kata tanak memahami lantas membiarkan saya berguling2 emo seorang diri..... itu namenye....... KEJAM!

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I've been through enough these 2 days so saya malas comment panjang.

i.love.him

sekian terima kasih

Therapy

Therapy


Assalamualaikum

Hooraayyy~ Saya dah tak emo lagi *grins ear to ear*

Rahsianye??

Fries as therapy.

It's just soooo Farini-ish.

Some people takes chocolate when they are down. I do too, sometimes. When I was younger, it was always Vochelle *no-nuts!* with Cokes. Sebab waktu itu that was like the only thing I could afford to buy. I was still a school girl, kan? Duit belanja pun papa dengan mama yang bagi. You might say that Vochelle and Cokes berharga lebih kurang sama dengan sekotak fries, but, when I say fries as therapy, it doesn't mean a box of them. It's 2. And sometimes 3. So, no. I couldn't afford it. Besides, it's not like mama nak kasik saya lari gi Summit by myself everytime saya emo. Saya kan kecik lagi time tu. Haha :D

Tapi bile dah besa I can afford to go to some extend to make myself happy. Semalam I was even thinking of going to Yongsan today untuk beli PSP. Just so I'll feel a bit better *ceh. alasan semate :p* And so malam tadi, sejuk2 saya keluar cari fries. Dengan midsummer baby. Though dia at first tak tau kenapa saya moody, dia layankan jek teman saya though malam tadi sejuk gile. *thx T.T*

Umm.. ok. Hari ni sungguh sejuk. Dah winter ke ek? Sebab weather forecast menjangkakan snowing this coming tuesday. Bet it's not going to be hard. Just light snow and ice jek kot. But get your shoes ready for a slippier road, friends =) *I want my snow boots plix!*

Well, ok. That day kan, there's this post at bulletin board fs that caught my eyes. Nothing serious or anything. But interesting. Here goes :

You (that means everyone who reads this) are given one chance to ask me one question.

And I'll answer it no matter how crazy it is.

Send your question in the comment box. Or you can pm me on my ym. If it's too personal, I'll answer you back on pm too. But, yeah, I'll answer it anyhow. Just am curious if there's anything you'd want to know about me.

[edited] Saya spent half an hour kat saloon tadi. Teman midsummer baby potong rambut. Dah seminggu dia bising2 nak potong ke tanak. Last2 trim sket jek. Tapi nampak la pendek sket compared to dulu. Nampak lagi budak2 sket. Ahahaha~ Hilang dah muke matured awk :p
Kk. See ya =)




P/S : Oh ye. Special thanks to those who cares =) Don't worry, I won't stress out over such small things anymore. It's not good for my skin, I know *wink*

Child's Play

Child's Play

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Aaaaaaaaaaaa~ Siryes saya dah malas join PERMAINAN KANAK-KANAK ni. Bercakap dengan orang perempuan memang ibarat join flaming kat flame pit. Sampai bile2 pun tak abes. Haihh~ *bercakap bajet diri sendiri bukan perempuan :p* Dah ar. Kalau nak sangat menang, hah, amek! AMEK!! Puas ati??

Opps, teremo lak pagi2 camni. Emo dari malam bawak ke pagi. Emo sampai dah tade perasaan terhadap bende2 laen lagi. Mahupun result paper Applied Maths yang macam bengong malam tadi. Haihh~ Dari saya menyemakkan kepala pikir benda2 remeh ni, baek concentrate buat graduation project yang nak kena hantar 2 minggu lagi. Tak pun prepare untuk presentation refrigerating and air conditioning technology next week. Kamu semua boleh NYAH dari kepala saya sekarang juga!

Dah. Nak bersiap gi test circuit untuk graduation project.


Entry Jiwa Kacau

Entry Jiwa Kacau

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Wooo~ Time2 saya dah free, time2 tu la sume orang laen busy. Haih~ So, here I am, all alone again waiting for midsummer baby to be home. Dan kalau saya bosan, I'll always have 47543298759381745 peperos to eat while waiting. Duh~

Just now was talking to Pato. Pato kate kalau takde aral, dia nak visit Seoul next summer dengan Hanan. O yeah. Can't wait to see them. Pe lagi Pagel. Sile kumpul duit dari skarang so that ko pun cukup duit nk bayar airfare ke Seoul next year. Bawak Amy skali. Kkthxbb :p

Also, borak ngan Pato pasal PSP. Tadi dalam kelas Hyo-Seok oppa tayang PSP dia. Damn. Makin tengok makin rasa nak beli. But no way, Farini. Not until you score at least a 4.4 this sem. Got that?

Well, saya kan, cuma seorang girl yang plain dan boring. I'm the kind of girl who is good at study and nothing else. Tapi pun, saya sentiasa try my best in everything. Tapi kenape ek saya always ended up hurting orang lain? Orang yang saya tak kenal plak tu. Dan even bile saya hurt orang lain, percaya atau tidak, saya sendiri got hurt. Dan kadang2 luka pada saya itu lebih lambat sembuh dari luka yang saya buat pada orang lain.

Sometimes, I really want to see for myself the pain that I caused. Want to ask them 괜찮아? 많이 아퍼? Are you ok? Does it hurt much? 미안하다. 나 때문에 이렇게 상처 받았어. I'm sorry. You went through sufferings because of me. But in reality, I can't do that. Even when I honestly do care about how they feel, they won't think about it that way. Plus, I've once been on the losing side. I know how it feels like not wanting any sympathy from the winning side.

Winning feels good when you were still in high school where you didn't get to win much over anything. Be it the lead actress spot in your school play, or the captaincy of your house, or the best seat in the library or even the quarrel with the boys in your class. But when you are 21 and all you do is hurting others on your way to winning, it feels less somehow.

Ok. Sila jangan peduli. Saya agak jiwa kacau 2-3 hari ni. Thanks to kamu, kamu, kamu dan kamu yang berjaya grab my attention.

Till then.

Pepero Day

Pepero Day

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Semalam ialah Hari Pepero. And I was a bit busy that I didn't get the time to wish everyone a Happy Pepero Day. Anyway, Happy Belated Pepero Day =))) Thanks to everybody yang took the time and effort to buy me one. And to those yang tak dapat, make sure next year buat early request, k? Just so I won't miss you out. To McD, Ejat, Qila, and Dayu yang complaint apsal korang punye kecik dan tak colourful : WEH, SILE JANGAN MEMANDANG RUPE. KORANG PUNYE TU LEBIH SEDAP TAU. BETTER THINGS COME IN SMALLER SIZES APE. CONTOHNYE, MCD :p



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part of the peperos I gave out




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part of the peperos I got




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bukan milik saya :p




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milik saya :p



Ok, abes crite pepero. Esok saya exam. Presentation satu ape pun tak siap lagi. Nota pun baru siap buat. Kejap lagi baru nak hafal. Uh~

[*edited*] oh ye, saya sayang pepero itu. Rasa tanak makan jek :p


So, let's get busy :D

Early Bird

Early Bird

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7.02 a.m when I started writing this. Pretty early, kan? 2 nights ago I went to bed with a heavy head on my shoulder coz I can't seem to decide which university to apply for. But the next morning as soon as I got up, I extracted the application form from Korea University and so yeah, I'm officially going to be a junior at KU next year.

Tapi siryes saya tak suka isi borang yang leceh. Especially the part yang suruh anda write (read : boast) tentang diri anda. Haih~ Leceh nk pikir. Macam mana anda menyatakan semua sifat baik yang ade pada anda (so that they'll consider your application) without sounding like a boastful cow. What is your plan after graduating from Korea University? What kind of question was that? Saya nak kawen dan menjadi surirumah tangga. Boleh? :p Kidding mens. Saya nak sambung master okeh. Or rather, saya KENE sambung master.

But honestly, saya benci bile saya kne buat keputusan mcm ni. Last time masa pilih aliran time form 4 pun, papa yg decide sy nk pilih aliran ape. Turned out saya dapat tekno. Cool. Time pilih matriks pun, saya ikut kawan2. Mane mereka pilih, itu yang saya pilih. Gi Korea? It's not the choice I made. Instead, JPA yang buat keputusan itu untuk saya. Course saya sekarang? Gi tanye bdak2 lineage. Diorang yang beriye2 suruh saya amek. Jangan silap. Bukan itu maksudnye saya tak buat pilihan saya. Saya pilih juga. Saya pilih nasihat kawan mane satu yang saya nak dengar. Kan pilih gak tu. Besides, kadang2 orang sekeliling kite knal perwatakan kite, lebih dari kite knal diri sendiri.

Ok2, saya tau it was early Saturday morning. A nice, cool one to laze inside the duvet till the sun is completely up, tapi.......:p Dan saya gi call Dina though Malaysia waktu tu was only nearing 6 a.m. Takpe, dia budak medic. Kne la praktis untuk get ready kne panggil time2 tengah tido. In case ade emergency. Haha :p Dalam ngantuk2 Dina ceramah panjang pada saya. Haihh~ Lame tak dengar dia membebel. Hurm...

I'm sorry, girl, but you missed out
Well, tough luck, that boy's mine now
We are more than just good friends
This is how the story ends

Dan bile saya kata I'm sorry, trust me, I honestly do.

1st Tutoring Class

1st Tutoring Class

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Saya baru habis tutoring. Turned out sume tutees saya adelah perempuan. HOORAAYYY!!! See, saya dah teka dah tutor saya perempuan. Mane ade lelaki nama Kim Bo-Ra. Bo-Ra literally means purple. What kind of guy would have purple as name? Duh~ Lelong la ni yang kata diorang lelaki. Haih~ I was relieved that they are girls. Well, at least it won't be boring.

Dan saya rasa mereka mesti suke saya as tutor mereka. Coz I spent our tutor times doing their homeworks while listening to them chatting about everything. Their cousins, their friends, the senior they fancied, the type of guys they'd want to date, when is their 1st kiss, when will they get married, how many kids they want, what's their plan for marriage, what they wanna do with their boyfriend if they have one and bla bla bla. Nak cerite confirm tak cukup space. Ha-Eun, one of the girls, works part time at Guro CGV and she promised to give me extra popcorn when I come for movie :p

Originally, I planned to spend tonight farming more ancient adenas. Tapi npc down lak. So now I got nothing to do. Semalam masa try bawak NicoRobin spoiling S-grade weapon parts kat FOG, saya dapat Majestic boots. Weee~

Oh ye, tadi mereka tanye tentang my special someone. Saya jawab sebanyak mana yang saya rasa selesa untuk jawab secara jujur. Honestly, kalau orang bertanya pada saya direct, saya pun akan jawab direct juga. I prefer people asking me and hear everything from myself rather than make their own version of stories. Tanya saya dan saya akan jawab sejujurnya ape2 yang saya rasa saya boleh beritahu kamu. About anything. But understand that there are things I'd want to keep to myself too. Kamu pun begitu, kan? Tak kire macam mana kamu suke pun attention others, there are things you'd like to hide from others' view. Tak kire macam mana rapat pun kamu dengan kawan2 kamu, there are things you don't feel like telling them. And tak kire macam mana kamu open dengan special someone kamu pun, there are things you think is best for them not to know. Kan? Those are the things we call P.R.I.V.A.C.Y

Uh, ok. Tak tau nak tulis ape lagi. See ya then =)

Break

Break

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Yeah!!! Dh abes busy episod pertama!!! Dah boleh update blog panjang2!!! Horaayyy~

This morning when I finally get out of the shower, it was already 9.05a.m. Biasa la klas hari Selasa. Nak kena explain lagi skali ke? Dalam saya tengah bersiap pakai baju, kemas bed, *Sebab midsummer baby nak datang. Kalau tak tunggu balik kelas jek baru kemas. Haha :p* Saya call Azman, nak tanye cikgu dah datang ke. Cuak gak sebab Azman tak angkat. Hantar message kata kalau cikgu datang sile message saya. Dan2 tengah taip tu, datang message dari Hanis dengan ayat yang sebijik sama dengan ayat yang saya nak tulis kat Azman. Kalau kyosu dah datang message aku. Duh~ Sume orang lambat. Exam Automotive ok kot. Just kantoi time dia suruh bahagikan truck mengikut kegunaan. Takde pun dalam nota saya, jadi, kite bantai suda~

Mesti anda tertanye2 kan kenapekah dah lame saya tak update? Kan dah kata saya busy amat. Starting with Saturday. I'm so not gonna talk about my Applied Maths exam. Cukup sekadar kat soalan kata 160 tapi saya kire 150. Haih. Basic careless mistake yang budak darjah 1 buat. Lepas exam ade shooting untuk video batch. Lari2. Lompat2. Petang tu ade baking class kat bilik Su. Abes saya angkut oven, mixer ngan piping set sume ke sana. Malam tu lak jamuan Hari Raya KUK. Makan sampai sendawa jintan ngan ketumbar. Ahahaha~ Balik tu aktiviti melepak bersama girls. Takyah la cerite panjang ok?

Esoknye siege Gludio Castle. Our castle. Siege yang menakutkan. Nasib mic saya rosak. Kalau tak confirm satu ally dengar saya menjerit kat ventrilo. Castle bocor sampai throne room. Kitorang terpaksa play defensive stance belakang pintu. Lepas siege tu, saya start tolong midsummer baby siapkan model untuk graduation project dia. Busy sampai ke malam. Precisely the thing that took up all my time up till today. Malam tadi after siapkan semua benda, kitorang go online untuk raid. Stay up sampai pukul 1.30 pagi. Tapi lepas tu pun tidur tak brape nyenyak. Sebab sejuk sangat. Uh~

Oh ye. Mulai next week, saya akan take Applied Maths class on Wednesday instead of Monday. Sebab Monday tu saya kene buat tutoring. So kelas Applied Maths tidak bosan lagi :) *sebab bleh usha midsummer baby :p*

Enough talking about myself. Let's talk about other things. Um.. precisely pasal what happen to this friend of mine. Not sure if she wants to be exposed to the world. Trust me, she is popular enough without having me to mention about her in my blog. Ok, here I'll talk about what I think of the whole thing.

Saya honestly sungguh rasa shocked. Reading everything he/she said. Wujud gak orang yang macam tu rupenye. Ok, I'm a heavy gamer. Kalau gi forum l2w tu, flame memang tahap entah ape2. Tu baru kat section Server1. Belom lagi gi tengok kat Flame Pit. But that is game. At least diorang gaduh kutuk mengutuk sebab they pissed each other ingame. But ape la sangat yang my friend buat pada orang tu sampai macam tu skali dia nak kutuk. Kenal pun tidak. At least in game, kalau hari ni flaming macam ape, besok kalau dah handholding dah ok dah. Everybody knows that those flaming is just in game. Nothing personal.

Saya takde la rapat gile dengan kawan itu, tapi dia tetap seorang kawan. Yang saya kenal dari umur saya 8 tahun. And saya rasa even kalau saya tak kenal dia skali pun, I'm going to take her side. Sebab obviously, orang baik takkan kata orang lain jahat kan? Saying bad things to others just proves that you are the one who's bad. And in my opinion, you just sound like another non-factor, attention-seeking whore. Ape pun yang anda dapat bile buat camtu ek? Does every bad words that come out of your mouth actually increase your IQ by 10? Or does it increase your CGPA by 0.5? Or does it increase your paycheck by 100 bucks. No. It won't make her look worser and it won't even make you look better. Saying her stupid won't make u anymore smarter. Saying her coward won't make u anymore braver *hell, u are not even brave enough to put your name. sape yang sembunyi skarang??* Saying her cheap won't make u anymore precious. Jadi ape sangat yang kamu dapat ek? Kepuasan sebab dapat menegakkan ego? I don't know. And I won't bother to find out. Coz I am never u.

Dah. Penat membebel panjang. This is what I captured on my way home from school.

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Bright yellow leaves of autumn :)


Before leave nak kate HAPPY BIRTHDAY IJAT SAYANG!! *ahahahha :p*

Sleepless

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I HATE IT WHEN I CAN'T GO BACK TO SLEEP!

Benci!

Benci!

Coz I'm going to have to be alone in the middle of the night (Ok, it's 6.30. Takde la malam sangat. But, whatever)

And I'm so not going to study maths.

Ok, there's something in my mind yang menyebabkan saya tak bleh nak pegi tido balik.

Jadi perlukah saya mengejutkan seantero persatuan pelajar malaysia korea untuk sama2 menemani saya yang tak bleh tido ni?

Jawapannye mesti la tak, kan? Mau saya kene ban time annual dinner karang. Besides, sape la sangat yang nak stay awake di pagi nan dingin ni. Batchmates2 yang supposed ade paper besok pun sume lena diulit mimpi sudeh.

Pat myself on the head.

Hug myself tight.

Tell myself, "Everything's ok."

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But still, I can't go to sleep.

Demm~

Ada Apa Dengan November

Ada Apa Dengan November
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1st day of November greeted Seoul with a chilly wind sweeping around the city. Outside, the sky is a clear blue with specks of clouds here and there. One may easily mistook it as one of those bright summer day. But in truth, it was a windy, cold autumn's. Playing on the speaker is the song Sembunyi by Misha Omar and Andy Flop Poppy. I still am wearing my pink jumper over my black sweater though I've been home since an hour ago. My room is as always. Messy. The marking of exams period.

Um.. well, teknik penulisan makin teruk kan? Whatever. I'm not gonna be an author. Or an English teacher. Malam tadi I went emo. Kerana saya tak jumpa buku teks sequence control saya at the time I needed it. Duh~ Saya tengah pujuk Adeeb crite problem dia while doing the circuits and saya tak ingat the output address for a word type data. The book was nowhere to be seen. I rummaged through the drawers and everywhere else I could think of. And the tension add up when Adeeb refused to tell what's up with her. Dan perut saya lapar. Haaihh. I closed all applications, ignore every messages and buzzes and nudges and went straight to bed.

Midsummer baby's been super busy these few days. Bdak elektronik ade 3 modules to be done before semester ends. And they've got graduation projects and reports and bla bla bla. Jadi untuk mengisi masa lapang saya yang makin melambak2 sekarang ni, I decided to take part in the tutoring project. Got the tutees names just now. 3 1st year guys. Mesti la 1st year kn? As if a 2nd year nak ajar another 2nd year. Duh~ Hopefully I'd feel less lonely then.

There's a few things up my schedule this November. Ade birthday papa. Birthday Ejat. Birthday *heart*Ijat*heart* :p Hehe. Hujung minggu ni ade Jamuan Hari Raya KUK. Next 2 weekends ade Annual Dinner PPMK. Dan seperti yang sebelum2 ni, guys, especially to juniors yang baru sampai, be alert! Coz macam tahun2 yang sebelumnya, Seoul City will once again be invaded by Ppaeppaero this 11th of November!!! Yaaaayyy~~

Well, uhm, Ppaeppaero Day ialah hari di mane we buy Ppaeppaero for other people. Tak kisah la best friends ke, batchmates ke, classmates ke, *ek ehem2* ke. And pada hari ini ade banyak ppaeppaero yang dibungkus lawa2 belaka. Ade yang ade teddy dan bla bla. Oh well, originally benda ni just taktik syarikat ppaeppaero tu nak naekkan selling ppaeppaero jek. But disebabkan hari ppaeppaero ni semakin famous di kalangan masyarakat korea, pada hari ppaeppaero nanti, syarikat laen pun turut sama jual ppaeppaero.

Apekah itu ppaeppaero, bagi yang berada di Malaysia :p



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Ini ialah contoh sekotak basic ppaeppaero yang anda boleh jumpe di kedai2 pada hari2 biasa. Dalam erti kata laen, ppaeppaero merupakan sebatang biskut bersalut coklat. The one I like most is the one yang ade kacang2 kat coklat dia tu. Biasanye dalam kotak kaler hijau :p



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Ini pula ialah contoh ppaeppaero yang boleh dijumpai pada hari2 biasa. Cantik kan. I remembered 2 tahun lepas saya dapat yang kotak besa punye dari Bat :p. But take my words for it, yang besa2 tu confirm tak sedap. Sebab biskut jek besa, tapi coating coklat dia sket jek. In the end, ppaeppaero tu cume rasa tepung biskut. Haha~ Nak belikan saya yang besa, bleh jek. Tapi possibility untuk saya makan ppaeppaero tersebut ialah next to zero la. Jadi la macam Zatul yang belikan saya ppaeppaero kotak hijau tu dalam kotak besa. Haha. Puas sungguh makan :p.

And this year, Ppaeppaero Day ialah pada weekend. Haaaihh, tak dapat lagi nak mengepau oppa2 del yang ade tu. But in the contrary, kerana hari itu ialah weekend, takde excuse bagi junior2 sekalian untuk tidak membeli untuk saya okeh. McD!! Saya mau ppaeppaero. Ejat kalau tak bagi, saya cancel birthday present. Haha. Blackmail baik punye :p. Kidding mens. Kalau nak bagi, bagi la. Kalau tanak tu up to u. But I know that I'll give out a lot. Like I always do. So watch out if you are one of the lucky ones to get it from me :)

And oh, I remember. The first ppaeppaero I got from midsummer baby is the yellow-brown box. The one which the chocolate is inside the biscuits instead of outside as a coating. The one yang ade jual kat vending machine kat LEI tu :p

Well then, see u =)

Busy Week

Busy Week

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Hari ini sejuk. Tadi pagi bangun pukul 8. Switch off morning call. Tido balik. Bangun 8.30a.m terus gi mandi. I actually have to drag myself out of the hot shower since I got class at 9. Keluar bilik air tengok jam dah 8.55. Lazily and leisurely, I got ready for school. Sampai skola 9.10a.m. Ahahaha, hari ini saya tak tertipu lagi dengan cikgu tu. Kelas pun kosong. Turun minum choco milk dulu. Haaihh.. knape la the only hot drinks yang available is coffee. SAYA TANAK MINUM KOPI LAGI LAAA!!! Dah la hari sejuk, minum choco milk yang sejuk beku tu lagi pulak.



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Semalam saya baru siap buat report Applied Maths malam tadi. Dan ye, saya buat atas kertas kaler pink :p. Bestu kertas A4 putih dah abes. Rasa2 cikgu tu terima tak ek? Ke dia nak suruh saya salin balik? Gile banyak tu. Malam tadi amek masa sejam siapkan satu soalan. Dah siap pastu tengok jawapan salah, kne buat balik. Sungguh mencabar kesabaran. Bayangkan dah brape puluh partial fraction dibuat nak dapat kan sebutan yang betul. Keluar semua cos, sin, exponential entah ape2, tengok2 salah. Buat balik dari atas. Lagi menyampah kalau ade partial integration. Argghh.. sungguh jeles dengan Kiki yang tak payah susah2 kire bende bukan2.


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2-3 hari lepas, time bosan2, buat kali ke 3 nye saya repeat tengok Witch Yoo Hee (or Witch Amusement. Mane2 la~). 마녀유희 dalam bahasa korea. And there is this line yang lelaki tu cakap.

여자는 그런 것 있잖아요. 애인이 생기면 같이 하고 싶은 것.
Don't girls always have those kind of things? The things they want to do together with their boyfriends, if they have a boyfriend.

Umm.. well. Saya tak pernah pulak fikir bende2 macam tu? What about you? But well, kalau nak suruh saya list down kan what would I like to do together.. Umm.. let's think about it.

1. Go to theme parks or zoos or just parks.
Practically any place that reminds me of childhood. Actually ade banyak tempat yang saya pergi and nak pergi waktu kecik, tapi bile dah besa dah tak pergi. And I can't go with friends sebab nanti diorang kata saya macam budak kecik. Duh~ But IF I have a boyfriend, saya akan drag dia ikut saya. Hahaha. Tak kisah la kalau dia nak kata saya macam budak2. 연애는 원래 유치한 거다. Love is originally childish.

2. Fishing/Picnics.
Pelik kan? Entah. Fishing cam bes jek. Only that no one is going to come with me kalau saya kata nak pergi. While waiting nak dapat ikan tu, boleh bersandar kat pokok, reading. Ooppss, lelaki jarang membaca. Hurm.. And then bawak kain checkered merah putih tu jadi alas duduk. Ade bakul makanan. Hahaha~

3. Rowing.
Naek sampan kat tasik macam dalam tv tu :p *dasar pengaruh tv. haha* Ok la, kalau tak rowing sampan pun, at least bot yang kayuh2 tu. Tak pun naek gondola around Venice ke.... Oh, romantik sungguh. Bluweekk :p Jauh sungguh berangan. Padahal dok Korea jek.

4. Painting.
Saya suke painting. Even when I'm bad at it. Seriously, painting saya tak pernah jadi. Tapi saya suke jek nak maen dengan kaler. Especially tengah2 autumn ni, pokok tengah penuh dengan daun merah kuning dan hijau. Bes kalau buat painting.

Umm.. yang laen tak tau lagi. Nanti saya fikir okeh. By the way, pasal idea picnic tu, Alin gi la suggest kat papa nak picnic winter ni. Bleh bawak Dini skali. Gi Bekuk ke. Memane la. Dah lame tak gi bercuti tau. Haaihh~

Quote of the day : 복스럽게 먹는 여자가 아름답다 A girl who eats with appetite looks prettier


Till then =)

Sunday Siege

SUNDAY SIEGE

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Ah, dah hujan! Patut la gelap semacam dari pagi tadi. I was thinking it was because I still haven't roll up my bedroom curtain.

Saya baru lepas mandi. Typical Sunday. Mandi lepas siege. Was great. The siege, I mean. Goddard slalu tak bosan macam Gludio. Being the most precious castle. Haaaiihh~ I hope C6 comes soon. Then we can take Rune Castle. And I'm going to be Lady of Rune. Sounds nice, right? Haha. Berangan lebih. Clan of the leader of ally always get the best castle. Not fair. They should give it to the best clan instead. Uh~ Scarsion, nanti bile ko naek jadi leader, sila gulingkan Essex dari takhta. Ok no? :p

Hari ni open house umah Lion-Ain. Rasa berat lak nak gi. Sebab pertama : no one is coming with me. Nanti saya segan gile macam time gi rumah McD hari tu. Sebab kedua : hari hujan =). Rainy days always is the best excuse not to go out. Haha. Tapi stay at home pun tak tau nak buat ape. Kalau saya gi buat kek nanti Kelly menjerit sebab tak tunggu dia. Ape lagi. Mari sambung maen Diner Dash Flo on the Go sampai abes. I'm at level 47. Struggling to get another expert score.

Tapi pun.. saya rasa nak keluar jalan2. Nak Krispy Kreme. Ejat's birthday is coming. I wanna go and get her something. Dalam erti kata laen, saya nak pergi Myeongdong. Umm.. And there is this nice movie showing. Been wanting to see it since ages. And I want to check Converse out. Tapi, exam is coming. Haaihh~

아파도 아프다고 할 순 없고
사랑해도 사랑한다고 할 수는 없다
되게 불쌍하지?

Busy Busy Busy

Busy Busy Busy

Assalamualaikum

Mood akhir2 ni nampaknye agak kurang stabil. Kekadang ok, kekadang tak. Ok, honestly, yeah there's sort of something in my mind. Or to be more honest than honest, I am actually rethinking the whole situation. Uh~~

In the meantime, schedule saya dah packed. Dalam jangkamasa terdekat ni, umm.. esok exam japanese language and test circuit for graduation project and dinner umah Dira, lusa baking with Kelly (yaayy!!), Sabtu ade karnival sukan PPMK. Bercakap pasal karnival sukan, saya tak letak name untuk maen ape2 pun. Ye, saya kaki bangku. Sekian terima kasih. Ade ke Dause suggest saya maen lari dalam guni. Dia kata nanti orang tak nampak saya lari. Dalam ertikata laen, guni itu lebih besar dari saya. Cehh. Ha ha ha hampagas~

Umm.. dalam jangkamasa panjang lak, Sabtu minggu depan lagi ade exam Applied Maths, minggu depannye lagi exam Automotive Engineering, minggu depan2 nye lagi Refrigerating and Air Conditioning Technology. Pffftt~ Sebulan exam...

Actually tak abes study lagi untuk paper esok. Hirakana dah ok dah. Takde la terer, but at least bleh la tulis. Walaupun terkial2. Chinese character? Umm.. rasanye sume dah blaja time kat SNU dulu. Tinggal korek from the back of my mind. Korek memory yang elok2 jek. Yang buruk2 tu sile delete terus dari recycle bin okeh.

I did tell you my mood is a bit low, didn't I? Umm.. takpela. Lepas tido ok kot ni. Meanwhile, saya nak share this pic yang saya sangat suke. Walaupun orang dalam gambar ni tak suke.

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Was an old pic. Gambar zaman muda. Level 3 at SNU kot time ni. Zaman kami masih sama2 merangkak cakap korea. Bajet skarang dah terer jek :p Tak tau ape yang special pada gambar ni, tapi saya suke. Ade Eff kat blakang tu. And there was Fanco, tempat lepak minum hot choco bile time sejuk nak gi student's cafe kat bawah tu. Time ni tengah homecoming. We were host sebab kitorang junior time tu. Note that we both we wearing blue and black. Tak dirancang okeh :p como el cielo y las estrellas tu y yo somos un retrato perfecto

And here too, nak share this video by Seo Nyeo Shi Dae. Admit it. They all look beautiful.

이세상 속에서 반복되는 슬픔 이젠 안녕
Now goodbye to all those sadness that's been coming again and again before

Choco Cakes, Hot Shower and a Hug =(

Choco Cakes, Hot Shower and a Hug =(

Assalamualaikum

Mari gelak beramai2 untuk paper CAM tadi. Ahahahahaha~ Saya memang selalu camni. Bile tahap tekanan mencapai paras maksima jek mesti rasa nak tergelak. Tak tau kenape. *padahal dah gile dah tu tandanye :p* Err.. paper tu.. ntah. Tak berani nak confident sangat. Insya Allah. Rasanya yang dibaca semua bleh jawab. Yang tak terbaca tu wallahualam~

Sebenarnye nak update ni dari semalam lagi. Tapi sebab busy study *ye, saya study!* tak berkesempatan lak. Ok~ 2 days ago, saya call Dina, my longest best friend. Dina dan saya kawan semenjak darjah 2. Up till now. Dulu waktu di sekolah rendah, kami selalu jalan ke sana ke mari berpegangan tangan. Kalau gi toilet, masuk 1 cubicle 2 orang. Haha. Kitorang time tu kecik lagi okeh. Darjah 3 kot. Masuk darjah 4 dah tak macam tu dah. We shared lots of stories. Lots of laughs. And lots of cries. Dina confessed pada saya kali pertama tentang 1st puppy love dia. Though now that I think about it, I don't think it was love. Saya cerita pada dia tentang 1st crush saya. But well, let's keep those things secret, shall we? :D We watched each other grow in our own different way. Dina is a future doctor. I am a future engineer.

Anyway, Dina kata pada saya, kalau saya call, mesti ade something. Saya jarang call diorang kalau takde ape. Jauh laa..~ Uhm.. in truth there is something that played on my mind at the moment I called her, but being me, walaupun saya call kawan2 kerana ade problem, sometimes saya x cakap pun problem tu dengan diorang. Just gabbing on the phone with them soothe me in a strange way. Mungkin kerana they reminded me that I still have other things to think and worries other than those things I was worrying about. And so, saya x beritahu Dina ape yang berlaku. Instead we talk and catch up on each others' lives. Turned out she spent her raya in hospital. Operate appendiks. Duh~ And dia kata Adeeb tak datang visit pun though Adeeb tau dia sakit. Hampeh punye Adeeb. Haha~ And Dina planned to get married on her final year!!! Kami sama2 ade lagi 2 tahun before graduating which means after a year, she's getting married. Oh well, tu pun kalau parents dia nak bagi la. I remembered the last time she asked, parents dia suruh habiskan belajar dulu. But dia sangat siryes kata nak kawen. And she wants it to be grand. Duh~ Ape2 jek. But at least I was able to go to sleep thinking about her instead of other stupid thoughts.


Ini ialah Dina dan bakal suami :p


And today, I'm sooo desperately in need of chocolates. Anything with cocoas would do. Choco cake. Choco milk. Hot choco. Choco ice-cream. Bonga ppang. Haha~ Ape tibe2 masuk bonga ppang. Tadi exam CAM dah pressure. Balik rumah pressure lagi. Haaiihh~ Terus saya cancel plan makan patbingsu dengan budak2 kelas. I just want hot shower, choco cakes and the comfort of my duvet. And a hug. If I could get any.

Didn't I tell you coming out to the world will only make things more complicated?